5sos and tr33s tour

Character 34: Habits

Toby's POV

I decided to go back to the hotel after a while, I've been on every ride and they were just going to go on all of them again. When I get back I crawl into the massive bed and bury myself under covers and cry; Riley was my first boyfriend and I really loved him, I can't believe he was lying to me the whole time, there must have been some feeling there since we had sex, I lost my fucking virginity to him! I check my phone and see messages and missed calls from Riley, I'm not allowed to contact him and he isn't allowed to message me otherwise I can send him to court, I don't even open them I turn my phone off and roll onto my back, the room next to mine is Caitlin and Calum's and all I can hear is Shrek, my thoughts are interrupted by Shrek saying:
"Get out of my swamp!"

I get up, I can't be like this forever.

I jump in the shower and wash my hair, it's been a while since I washed because I just haven't felt the need to, I've been way too sad to think about hygiene, but I want to look nice tonight just in case I see some fans, I don't want them to worry about me. I put on a pair of black skinny jeans and a red flannel shirt and a beanie to cover my damp hair. 

I go to the bar in the hotel downstairs, I go to a seat near the back and order some beers for myself, I've already been noticed by a few girls who took some pictures, I look over and see them still staring at me, bless it must be so exciting for them, seeing someone who's music you have been listening to for so long right in front of you.

"I thought you were on tour, what are you doing here?" one of the girls approach me, I like how she's treating me like a normal person. "Yeah, we are staying in this hotel for a few days and we're just having some time off." She smiles. I smile and drink the beer as she leaves to go back to her friends.