Gracie

Chapter 43 - Fixed

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Gracie's POV:

If for one moment I ever thought I would hurt someone like I did that day, or cause such damage, then I would have found a solution to stop it from happening. I had hurt the most important people in my life at the time, and what had they done? Nothing! they didn't deserve for me to hurt them, the only way in my head was for them to hurt me back.

"You can hit me back"

"Why would you say that Gracie? We don't want to hurt you." Harry gasped.

"Because I hurt you all psychically, and I smashed the house up. It's only fair."

"Gracie even if you meant it, we still wouldn't hit you. You wasn't in control of yourself, you wasn't in the right mind." Dad said wrapping his arms around me.

"Don't cry princess, we're big boys, you can't hurt us." Niall said trying to reassure me.

"We know you didn't mean it beautiful" Harry added.

"Gracie you know before you forget what happens when you feel like you have just woken up, well before then do you feel different?" Zayn confusingly questioned me.

"Huh!" I grunted confused.

"Do you feel different sometimes, like maybe another person is taking over your body?" Louis said trying to simplify the question.

"I- I'm not sure, how would I know?"

"Can you make us a promise Gracie?" Zayn than asked me.

"Yes!"

"Next time you feel maybe just a little bit different, or not your self, maybe even angry or upset, will you tell us?"

"Yes, I can do that."

"Good girl, maybe that way we can learn what triggers your personality to switch and we can be prepared so no one gets hurt."

"But if I don't feel right, doesn't that mean I'm me? And if I'm me I won't hurt you!" I questioned confused.

"But if you feel weird and you tell us and then your personality changes, it means you have a little control, it means when ever you feel weird you know your going to change and we can help you control it, so it doesn't get out of hand."

"Do you understand sweetie?" Dad said looking down to me.

"I think so." I replied.

"can you promise me something?" I questioned them all.

"Yes!" They chimed in unison.

"Next time I go crazy, promise you will chain me down so I don't hurt you and ruin your houses."

They gasped loudly.

"No Gracie, never. Chaining you down wouldn't help you, it would make the situation worst." Dad informed me.

"Bu-but I don't want hurt people."

"We know, and that's why we've come up with a solution.

"I'm going to have a room specially padded out, the walls and floors, so when you lose control you can stay in the room and no one including yourself sweetie can get hurt."