September Third //G.D

Fifteen

Arabella
(Play the song)
I signed the form for my weapons and placed them in the brief case.

I jogged up the stairs as I called Matthew.

"Hey Bella"

"You still down for dinner?"

"Yea"

"Okay I'll see you later"

"Love you baby"

"I love you too"

I hung up and got onto the elevator.

I unlocked the door.

Grayson had a towel wrapped around his waist loosely as he was shaking his hair dry.

He looked at me and smirked then disappeared into his room.

I continued to my room and hopped into the shower, letting the steaming water relax my muscles

I closed my eyes replaying the events from the valley in my mind. Memories of Grayson and I playing over and over in my head.

The shower door slid open. I turned around to see Grayson's naked body in front of me.

He came near me and cupped my face.

"I am going to make you feel so good right now, but only if you let me" He whispered in my ear.

My eyes fluttered at the sound of his voice and his warm breath tingling my neck.

I was so ready to let myself go and jump onto Grayson, but then I remembered Matthew.

Matthew is the right choice, Matthew is the right choice.

I shut my eyes and collected my self "No" I barely managed to speak as he pulled away from me.

I pushed him out of the shower and shut the door behind me.

I sat down. My legs trembling and my heart hurting for someone who wasn't my fiancé.

Grayson's body was leaning against the shower door.

I put my hand on his figure as he leaned against the shower door. I cared so much for him and I couldn't even have him. I couldn't care for him the way he deserves to be cared for.

He turned around and placed his palm on the door and I placed mine on the door on top of his.

"Leave" I begged him.

"Please" I pleaded him.

He walked out slamming the door behind him, leaving me there with my heart in a thousand pieces. I broke him and he doesn't deserve an once of pain I am causing him.

A/N

I am going to cry for Grayson.