Benefits- c.h.

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im laughing harder than needed^
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Calum and I were into a pretty heated make out session right now, his shirt was off showing his defined muscles and abs. He had taken my pants off along with my shirt leaving me in just a bra and underwear. Calum began to kiss the inside of my thighs and I began to become nervous.

"Calum." I breathed out heavily, he stopped immediately and looked at me.

"Yeah?"

"I'm scared." I said as I began to shake a little bit, he put the covers over himself before pulling down my underwear and his boxers as he laid on top of me.

"I got you." He breathed heavily before connecting his lips to mine.

I knew he was about to go in since I felt a sharp pain hit me and I began to squirm out of his hold, he'd stop and kiss my forehead and whisper "it's okay," before he'd try again. Once again I winced at the pain and he stopped again and looked down at me seeing my face and how much it hurt.

"Hey, we don't have to do this its okay. Your body isn't ready." He said giving me a kiss on my cheek.

I felt embarrassed as I laid there upset at the fact that it wouldn't work the first time. I grabbed my clothes and put them on and began to pout. Calum looked over at me and gave me a sad face mocking mine.

"Katie I promise it's okay." He said with a smile but I didn't smile back, it's not that everything isn't okay, I'm just embarrassed by the fact that I tried to lose my virginity and it just hurt. "Katie?" He said as he jumped onto the bed laying next to me.

"I'm sorry Calum, you're probably not use to sex not working for you and I ruined the whole mood." I sighed slumping my shoulders.

"Katie." He said in a serious tone as if he was scolding me, "I said it's okay, we can try again when your body is a little bit more ready." He said reassuring me, I just laid my face into my arms and sighed.

"Would you really want to go through that again?" I asked still laying my head down.

"I'll go through it as many times as it takes to get it right." He said giving me a kiss on my cheek. I felt my face become all hot and grinned.

"Okay." I mumbled still hiding my face in my arms. Calum laid really close to my face and began to blow onto my face.

"Get up, we're going to do something fun!" Calum said excitingly, I groaned just wanting to lay down but he picked me up and threw me over his shoulders.

"Calum!" I squealed trying to squirm out of his grip. He brought me outside and set me down in the grass and left.

"Wait here." He said with a grin. I groaned but waited. A car drove by and honked at me before coming to a complete stop.

"Fancy seeing you here Katie." I heard a voice I've grown to hate.

"Carly." I said rolling my eyes.

"Hope you don't mind me by stopping by." She said all perky. "Why are you even here?" She asked.

"Well unlike you, I was actually invited." I said with an attitude.

"Listen here Katie-"

"Carly?" Calum said cutting her off, "What are you doing here?" He asked crossing his arms.

"I came over to see if you'd want to come to my party tomorrow." She said taking out an invitation and handing it to him. "Hope to see you there." She smiled.

"We'll be there." He said as Carly turned around and I looked up at him.

"Who's we?" Carly asked crossing her arms.

"Katie and I." He said with a smile and I felt real uncomfortable but at the same time I wanted to rub it in Carly's face.

"It's invitation only." She said trying to act as if I wasn't there in her presence.

"Then I'll share mine with her." Calum argued back.

"It's one invitation per person, sorry." She shrugged starting to walk away again.

"Then I won't be attending unless Katie goes." He said holding out the invitation for her to take back.

Carly groaned and handed me and invitation coldly, "You'll pay for this." She growled quietly so Calum couldn't hear her.

I just fake smiled as she walked away with a annoyed look on her face and drove off, I looked at Calum who laughed then tackled me to the ground playfully.

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I had arrived home around ten since Calum insisted on finishing a movie, good thing my dad had a meeting. I had gotten into comfortable clothes before I began to received a FaceTime call, and once I saw who it was I quickly got into bed and answered.

"Hello." He sang as I smiled at him.

"You missed me that much?" I asked being sarcastic and he shrugged.

"I'm kidding, of course I did!" He laughed.

I yawned and laid down, "Thanks for dragging me to your place, it was fun." I blushed.

"Anytime Katie." He smiled showing me his perfect white teeth. "Don't forget we're going to the party tomorrow." He said reminding me.

Part of me really didn't want to go but the other part did because I'd be arriving there with Calum. "Okay." I said and Calum gave me a look.

"What's wrong?"

"Just Carly, I feel like she'll do something to me at the party." I sighed.

"Katie, she won't do anything as long as I'm near you." He grinned, "I got you."

Calum and I began to talk for hours about random things, he even told me he plays bass and can sing a little. I felt my eye become heavy once the time hit midnight. I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

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ugh guys I'm sorry ik im taking forever to update its just been crazy since it's the last week of school, terribly sorry for the slow updates :(

nicole xx