Before
It runs in my veins
This want
Need
The lust for flesh
For pleasure
For that fire
I need his breath in my ear
His hands
On all my weak spots
I want him to make me tremble
Make me moan
I've never wanted anyone
More
Never been so driven
Even willing to break
The laws set
By my mother
Snuck out
For the drop out
Drug addict
Does she know her daughter
Is a slut
With a dead end life
We're a match made
In hell
The inferno
Licks against my bare skin
As he holds me
How far
Will this need drive us
How much will we lose
How much will we gain
Would I walk away
Disappointed
Or relieved
The questions dance
Amongst the ashes
Of my skin
I burned myself away
In what I needed the most
Scatter me around him
Can we be one
Or are two halves doomed
To walk the earth
As in search of the other?
After
Soiled skin
Soiled sin
I took him in
Was that the greatest idea
I couldn't even tell you
My own name
Why try
Saying his
The smoke still poisons
My dying lungs
The Cotten lingers
How did this happen
Was that me?
Did I say that?
Do that?
Move that way?
I went too deep in the bowl
Am I coming out
Or just falling in?
The fall out
The ruins
Live in my chest
They stab my heart
And close off air
I'm killing myself
And no one can see
Not anymore
They all have fog in front
Of their vacant eyes
Just like
Me
