Fingertips across my skin
A warm breath
You're sending shivers
Down my broken spine
Your lips against my neck
You kiss all the bruises
You've left me with
You smiled softly
Your eyes light up
Maybe it's just the drugs
That make me look beautiful
But I won't tell
If you don't
That night
I didn't want you to get up
I didn't want to leave
Your warm skin
Welcomed in
A hurting soul
But a blinded mind
I was caught up in the smoke
But I know now we're real
I can curl up with you
I can tell you
My secrets
That you won't remember anyways
You called me gorgeous
You called me beautiful
The names sliding off
Your tongue
Making me wonder
If any of this is real
I'll preserve your beautiful lies
And hope I made
The right choice
I never meant to fall in love
Yet here I am
Not even sure if I'm falling
Or if I already have
We share a common trait
Of becoming the same
When we smoke
We need our bodies
Each other bodies
I don't know you
You don't know me
But we learn things
Through subtle slips
You found out about my dad
I found out
About your scars
Is our relationship
All lust
Or can we foster words
Between our passion
You don't know
What I write on your neck
What I mark you as
I wrote the word MINE
Like you did me
When you leave those black
Hickeys
And I want you all to myself
My greed shines through
Greed for only you
Selfishness is personal
It's who I am
To never tell you
Never ask you to stay
Never ask you to be faithful
Maybe I'm nervous
From the way this all started
But I don't want my own pain
To hurt me again
I don't want to prove him
Right
Fear cradles me
As the dark tries to embrace
What I can't give up
Anxiety
Over the fact you're eyes
Will probably read these words
I write how I feel
My stars keep my mouth shut
I keep bringing to mind
Those hazel eyes
I pretend
Your arms are
Around my thinning frame
I pretend
You're whispering me goodnight
I pretend
You cared
To stay till morning
Where will you be
When the light comes up again?
