Who do you think
I am?
Steals; often
Lies; often
Eats to much; often
Eats to little; sometimes
Your answers show me
That you can't see me
No matter how hard you look
I'm not there anymore am I
Not to you at least
Mothers always knew
Their daughters best
Or so I thought
In hindsight
You always saw me as
Someone else
We never agreed
Can you really say
You understand?
Why accuse me of things?
But never to my face.
Always to some therapist
Always comes as a surprise
May be I should surprise you
Surprise!
I'm starving again
Surprise!
I'm failing again
Surprise!
I'm seeing Devon again
Surprise!
I've killed myself
Life's biggest adventure
And you know it
This is my way of Peter Pan Syndrome
I'm trapped thinking
My old thoughts
But we both know I could
Never
Give in
I'm too weak
I don't care what you say
You always tell me
I've made so much progress
So why did you label me
As still a problem child
I wouldn't be a problem
If I wasn't here
Who wants to stay in a home
Where no one recognizes her
I thought it was only
Meg
But now you're blind too
You close the door to my prison again
I want to scare you
Because I want to show you
I've come so far
But that angry cycle
Will go no where
I'm done with everyone
Can't trust my family
Who needs friends
I'll be in more corner if you
Want to torment me again
