Days turned to weeks which turned to months and Nick still didn't remember me. It hurt alot as my pregnancy progressed cause he wouldn't even look at me. I went over to visit,show pictures and tell him about our baby which was due soon. He would just shrug and play on his phone. He started talking to girls and I gave up. I just stopped trying to get through to him. I stopped visiting and even reaching out to him. His dad tried to but I made everyone stop trying to get him to remember. He even took off his wedding ring and I cried for days but I had a baby to think of now. I went through my days getting the nursery ready and stocking up on all the baby stuff I could. I stopped talking to everyone as I readied myself for my baby. Andrea called but our conversations were short now. She hated Nick for hurting me but its not his fault it was whoever ran him off the road.
Nicki was the one that ruined our happy life but for now she was missing. I had bodyguards that lived in my guest house behind my house. I was asked daily if I ate,got rest and if I was feeling okay.
Sighing I sat to watch a movie when Nick's dad called.
"he is remembering stuff honey you coming over today. Sighing I really didn't want to.
"yeah I guess I could. I will see ya in a few",I said hanging up. I got my bodyguard Mitch to drive me cause I was bigger now. I got there quick and walked in. Nick was pacing and his dad looked angry.
"your so stupid Nick how could you want to do that. You have a wife!!!",he yelled making me jump. Nick scoffed. I never seen him look so cruel and hateful.
"I don't remember a wife dad. I am still young and I want to have fun",he fumed.
"let him go",I find myself saying even though it hurts. Both turned to look at me as I walked in slowly. His dad hugged me and stroked my hair affectionately.
"he is fucking stupid for not remembering you honey. How is my grand baby doing?",he asked.
"were good just tired",I replied not looking at Nick. I sat with help from Mitch who took over going everywhere with me now. He even held me a few times when I broke down.
"you need rest Beth its not good that you push yourself so hard",he said kissing my forehead.
Nick looked at us and sat.
"so what do you remember?",I asked.
He looked at his dad before answering.
"I remember school and all the girls I fucked",he said bluntly while I cringed. Looking at his dad he just shook his head in disgust.
"you don't remember our friendship?",I asked sadly.
"no I don't",he said watching as I flinched and looked at his dad.
I was done now he was never gonna remember me. Getting up I hugged his dad and walked over to Nick. I hugged him which I was surprised he hugged back. Kissing his lips briefly I smiled a fake smile before uttering words that broke me more.
"go have fun just wrap it up. You wouldn't want to knock up another girl. I gotta go I have an appointment".
Once in the car I lost it. I cried all the way home and locked myself inside. Its just not fair.
