I sit thinking of a name as Nick holds him. I really missed my husband but I was alone for five months and scared. I jumped when he touched me.
"so a name baby I'm thinking Alexander James Memphis",he says kissing my head. I nod cause I like it but I also like Ethan Alexander Memphis. I sit thinking till he chuckles at me.
"I like Ethan Alexander Memphis",I say watching his face. He smiles and we bat more names till settling on the one I like. I smile as I fill out the paperwork to name our son Benjamin Alexander Memphis Ben for short. He is so cute as he sleeps on his dad's chest. Now that that is settled we need to talk about us.
"Nick",I say drawing his attention to me.
"we need to talk about our divorce"I say watching as he gets mad.
"I never signed those papers so your still mine. I won't let you leave me B I love you to damn much for you to walk out of my life that easy",he says getting on the bed with me. I sigh.
"yeah well it was easy for you to leave me for five months. You dated that thing and ignored your own wife. I let you go Nick. Maybe its for the best that we aren't together cause if you leave again I won't break as bad as I did",I say crying again. He gathers me close as sobs shake my frame. I am scared he will hurt me again but I missed him so much.
After awhile she cried herself to sleep and I stayed holding her. The nurse took Ben back to the nursery cause Beth needed my undivided attention. I hurt my wife and that killed me. My dad filled me in what I said and did the five months I was basically gone. I hated that I choose that whore over my baby girl. Beth was my whole life and I forgot her.
I kissed her lips and held her tight even while she slept. She woke an hour later and I helped her to the bathroom. Once inside she asked me to leave so she could shower.
I refused and undressed her myself. Holy fuck she drives me insane. I adjusted the water and helped her in. I sat on the toilet while she washed. After stepping out I tenderly dried her and help her dress in the pajamas she packed.
I waited on my wife hand and foot the whole time cause I needed her to know I cared for her. After a week of her being observed I took her home. I carried her in our house while dad had Ben.
Sitting her down I pecked her lips and propped her feet up. She just shook her head as I fused over her.
"relax baby I am going to take care of you till you heal".
I nodded and sat back yawning.
"sleep baby I got Ben",he said covering me up. My eyes drifted shut hearing him and his dad take care of Ben.
Just hope he doesn't break me again cause I been hurt enough by him. I felt blanket settle on me and then nothing as I went into oblivion.
