I'm Not Right For You (A Jayden Sierra Story)

Chapter 10

I haven't really been the same these past couple of weeks. I don't know what it is. Maybe it's because of what happened at the party? I don't know. It's driving me insane.

I just want everything to go back to the way it was. When everyone was happy and life was good. Pfft, I wish.

I haven't spoken to Jayden for weeks. Teesha heard rumors that Jayden and Kira broke up. And I guess I believe them. You could see it coming from a mile away.

I haven't been the same lately. Teesh and Chantelle are worried about me. They hate seeing me sad. I guess it's because I'm always happy and smiling. I would be worried to if I was them.

I was walking down the all too familiar street to school. I began walking quickly when I saw Jaydens house come into view. I always have a habit of walking past when he's leaving to go to school.

I safely made it past his house and I walked into the school gates. I put on a fake smile and walked up to the girls. I greeted them with a smile and we talked before heading off to roll call.

I sat down in my usual seat up the back and went on my phone. My roll call teacher is totally cool with that. He's not a fussy teacher like some others.

Soon enough the bell rang. I walked off to the Maths rooms. I walked in and sat up the back. Teesha and Chantelle aren't in many of my classes which sucks big time. So I sit by myself in most classes.

The day went by pretty quick, which doesn't suprise me in the slightest. I tend to day dream alot in class.. or think about Jayden. Which seems to happen alot these days.

I was walking to lunch when I felt someone come up beside me. I closed by eyes praying that it isn't it Jayden. I'm not ready to talk to him just yet.

I opened my eyes and looked to my right only to see some of Jaydens friends. I think their names are Will, Trent, Zach and I already know Julian.

I looked at Julian, he motioned for me to follow him. I followed them down to the oval and I sat down on the steps and the boys sat around me.

We sat in silence watching some of the year 12 boys play football.

"Britt, you need to talk to him" Julian said looking at me.

"Yeah. He's very upset. He misses talking to you" Will added.

I looked at them confused, "He's confused guys. He doesn't need me to make it worse for him".

"Britt, you don't understand. He wants you" Trent spoke up.

I turned away from him and shook my head. "What about Kira?" I asked quietly.

"They broke up" Zach said simply.

"But why?" I asked confused, "He was happy with her".

"Because he chose you. He chose you Britt. He wants to be with you. He really likes you" Julian said kneeling down in front of me.

"Hes been so upset since the dance. He's afraid that he's ruined things between the two of you because of what happened at the dance the other week" Julian said taking my hands in his, "Hes afraid of losing you".

I put my head in my head. "Why are boys so difficult" I laughed half heartily.

The boys laughed and pulled me in for a group hug. It was nice to see them helping out Jayden. They all must be really close.

I sat there talking to them for the rest of lunch. They are such nice guys. So lovely and fun. I could see myself becoming close with them.

I got a text from Chantelle asking where I was. I told her that I was on the oval just having some alone time. That may have been a lie, but it's pretty much true.