March 13th - 14th, 2027.
We all watched as the castle fell apart, being torn up by the flames.
"Oh my god." Sterling said.
We all fell speechless, no one knew what to do or say. There were no words for what had just happened. I felt Sterling put his hand on my shoulder, I quickly brushed it off and walked away. I made my way down below deck and just had it. I felt it all at once. I was angry and upset, lost and confused to a point in my mind, I thought I might as well had died too. In my rage I threw things and tossed things across the room, finally I sat down and just felt my body try to breath. Everything hurt.
I felt a hand touch my arm and I quickly turned around and found Sterling looking at me.
"Sierra, I-"
"I'm fine." I snapped.
"No you're not." He protested. I got up and tried to walk past him, but he swung his arm around me and pushed me into his chest.
"Let go!" I started to hit his chest over and over again and all he did was hold me. He wrapped his arms around me and placed his hand on my head as I kept beating him.
"Let go!" I snapped at him.
"If I do, what will you do then?" I froze, "What then? Will you break more things out of frustration? Will you jump off the boat to see if he's still there by chance? Or will you lock up your feelings again and waste all your anger?" I fell apart. Like a baby, I began to cry in his arms. I melted and just fell to my knees crying, wailing.
"I'm not letting go till it stops hurting." Sterling said.
We sat there on the floor as I continued my crying and stupid wailing. Like a lost child looking for her mother. How pathetic am I?
We sat on the floor for a good thirty seconds before it all happened.
"Sierra!" I heard Lucas scream.
