this is shit and i wrote it half asleep so im sorry lmao i have no idea what i wrote and i know its shit so im sorry lmao i already said that bye
i sat mesmerized watching the model walk the runway. i was at a fashion show and everyone was looking good and slaying but one more than the others and that is none other than Lauren who was now walking the runway. if it was appropriate to scream and cheer her on i would have done it already but it was not and i was very sternly told by my friend Dinah to not embarrass her in a room full of professionals.
the show had come to an end and we were heading backstage to congratulate Lauren and Normani who both did amazing tonight.
"Lauren, babe!" i yelled making Lauren roll her eyes. "you did great, laur." i opened my arms to hug her.
but as usual she ignored me and approached Dinah and hugged her leaving me looking like an idiot.
i hear a giggle coming from Normani. "don't worry Mila, she'll come around soon." she pulled me into a hug.
"soon hopefully," i chuckle.
"you guys ready?" we hear from behind. it was this model guy Joshua (even his name is f boy material) who obviously has the hots for Lauren . unfortunately he was the one driving us to the party the Hadid sisters were hosting.
out of the corner of my eye i saw Lauren smiling at the boy before hugging him. were they together? i felt my heart drop at the thought but there was no way in hell i was giving up now. not until they confirm it.
"ahhh Lauren, you did amazing tonight!" he twirled her around. "as usual." he added.
"thanks boo," Lauren kisses him on the cheek. "and yeah, we're ready."
i stood there awkwardly while Dinah rubbed my back comfortingly.
at the party i immediately lost sight of Lauren and Joshua. fucking great. i was greeted by many friends and many tried striking up a conversation but i was too preoccupied with looking for Lauren.
i opened the door to the yard and saw from afar two figures. as i walked closer i realized it was Lauren and Joshua. they were both leaning in and soon enough their lips touched. it was not long until i had enough and marched up to them grabbing Lauren by her shoulders.
"hey, Ally is looking for you." i said trying to stay calm. she narrowed her eyes at me as if she did not believe me. i rolled my eyes and dragged her to the door.
"what does she want?"
"uh, nothing." i cleared my throat.
she pulled out of my grip and stopped walking. "excuse me, what?"
"he's not good for you la-"
"oh and you're good for me?!" she asked incredulously. "fuck camila are you that fucking desperate?!"
i gulped nervously. "for you, yes."
she laughed bitterly as she tauntingly approached me. "i. do. not. like. you." she says poking me after every word. "i never have and never will. if you think i will wake up one day and fall deeply in love with you you are wrong. we will never happen, okay?! get that through your fucking head! stop fucking meddling into my life! you are not my girlfriend! so just stop it and get the fuck out of my life because i fucking despise you!"
i feel tears threatening to fall but i stayed still.
"okay," i said and i hated how my voice cracked. "sorry." i walked away and started making my way out of the house.
i needed to get away fast.
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Camren One Shots
Rastgelemost of these one shots were written when i was younger so if its ugly and does not make any sense then lmao soz