I am different, I am strange - Charlie Weasley

14) Whispers from the Past ~ Lucy's P.O.V

Lucinda's PO.V
I was now in a different part of the 'Weasleys wilderness' Ha I like saying that. I silently chuckled to myself and laid back down on the grass. I was just about to close my eyes when I heard my name being called, but it wasn't. No, wait... It wasn't being called... It was being whispered. A whisper that was getting closer and closer until finally it sounded like the owner of the quiet voice sounded as if they were right next to me. I looked both sides, but saw no one yet the whispering continued.

 They were saying 'Lulu, where are you?' 'Lulu, why did you leave me?' 'Why Lulu?' "Hello?" I said shakily "Who are you?" I asked, but I got no answers yet the whispers continued 'Where are you Lulu?' It sounded like a little boy about a year maybe even two years old? I'm not sure, but either way, it's weird 'Lulu, where are you?' The boy asked, his voice sounded scared. Upset. Hurt. Sad. My heart felt as if it could break into a million pieces and tears brimmed in my eyes. *Why am I such a freak?* I thought as I wiped away a few stray tears from my cheeks 'Lulu, why did you leave me?' He asked again and tears poured down my cheeks, the boy... He sounds so very familiar, but I can not remember him.

I stood up so quickly that I could've had whiplash. I ran as fast as I could back to the Burrow. When I entered the kitchen, everyone looked at me "Are you okay Lu?" Ron asked and I paled. I weakly nodded, then turned to Mrs. Weasley "I need to speak with Mother" I informed her "You can't" She declined "I was not asking for permission, I was simply making sure you knew" I said coldly, then I turned and ran upstairs leaving everyone to stare after me in shock. I ran into my room and locked the door, I just stayed stood behind the door, when I heard the boy again 'Lulu, where are you?' He repeated, that's when I realised that I really needed to speak with Mother. I rushed over to my little desk ad threw everything to one side, I found a piece of parchment and a quill, I began to write.

Dear Mother and Father,

I have a few questions to ask and please do not lie to me. I am fed up with all of these lies that you are telling me. Why am I not aloud to know? What am I not aloud to know? Why do I feel as if I am a burden? I need answers Mother. 

For example at the wedding, why was Bellatrix there? What did she want with me? Why am I her target? Why did you not help me fight her off? Why did you not help protect Ginerva Weasley? Why was I left to fight her? Why was I really sent away? How come I am the black sheep in the family? What are you not telling me? And why? I deserve answers, I demand answers! I am expecting an answer by next week and if I do not get a letter back from you, then I shall pay both you and Father a personal visit. I am sick and tired of being looked down upon by everyone I see and everyone who sees me!

Why have you not written to me in the last couple of months. Have I really been so unreasonable that you have the right to ignore me? In fact I honestly do not care. I have no reason nor the time to want to know why you are being rather childish. Which brings me to another subject, why am I being treated like a child? After all I am 21. I am 22 next month, so I honestly do not know why you are acting like this. The last time you went as low as ignoring me (Your very own child!) was when I accidentally set the kitchen on fire and the time I burnt a hole through the floor in the hallway and the time I snuck out to that Jackson's birthday party and the time I had a ta... Never mind you get the point, anyway, I really need to know why you are acting like this. As I have said earlier on in this letter, if you do not reply to this letter then I shall pay a personal visit to the both of you and that is a promise! Understood?,
Lucinda x

I folded the parchment in half and slipped it into the envelope. I sealed the envelope and turned it around. I picked up my quill again and wrote on the front.

Mother/ Father

I put the quill back down and sighed in annoyance *Now I have to ask if I can borrow Errol or I could always pay a quick visit. After all, all I have to do is slip the letter through the door and that way Mrs. Weasley can not stop me. Also, I have to apologise to her. Mrs. Weasley I mean. Not my Mother, I have not done anything to her. I apparated outside my parents house and slipped the letter through the postbox. 

Then In apparated back into the kitchen "AH!" Mrs. Weasley screamed, then glared at me "I shall tell you what I told the twins; just because you can use magic, you don't have to whip your wand out for everything" She scolded painfully slow, then started to walk away "Ma'am... I am truly sorry for snapping at you earlier" I apologised for my rude behavior and walked out of the room 'Lulu, why did you leave me?' I heard the boy again and I paled "You alright sweet cheeks? You don't look too good" An unfamiliar voice asked, it's not a Weasley. I looked up to see a tallish, brunette with brown eyes and he looked well built, like Charles. I looked at him and nodded, then disappeared upstairs to my room.

"BUGGER!" I shouted as I remembered that my door was locked "YOU. FOOLISH. SENSELESS. SIMPLE. MINDED. COW!" I insulted myself "I mean trust it to be me! Honestly I can be so stupid!" I said quietly "Hermione!" I exclaimed and apparated downstairs "AHH!" Mrs. Weasley jumped "WHAT DID I TELL YOU!" She scolded... Again. I muttered a sorry, then I looked around the petite kitchen for Mione.

 I couldn't find her so I looked in the front room "Hermione!" I exclaimed happily "Can't you see that I am studying?" She stated matter of factly "Really?! I thought you were dancing" I said as if I was simple minded, sarcasm soaked in my words. She sighed and looked up from her book "What?" She asked coldly, I just stared at her "Oh, right... Yeah, I need a spell to unlock things" I told her, she, along with all the others present turned to look at me "Why?" Hermione questioned skeptically "I sought of... Locked myself out of my room?" I said quietly, they started to laugh at me "Why don't you just apparate?" One of the twins asked "Why don't you just apparate" I mimicked him sarcastically "Hey Freddie, I don't think shes as smart as we think she is" The other twin stated in amusement "No, no shes not Georgie" Fred replied? "I am smarter than the two of you put together!" I snapped 'Lulu, where are you?' I heard the boy again and gulped "Lu, are you okay?" Ron asked in concern, but I couldn't find my voice. I just stood stock still 'Where are you Lulu?' He asked. The next thing I knew, I blacked out.

A/N: Sorry if the story is crap, but other than that I hope you're enjoying it :)