I am different, I am strange - Charlie Weasley

18) Distant ~ Lucy's P.O.V

 Lucinda's P.O.V

WOW! That was AWKWARD! I mean he actually waited out side of the bathroom for about 3o minutes waiting for me to come out. OMG HE HEARD ME SING! I am totally freaking out right now! What the hell am I gonna do? I broke my promise and spoke to him, but I still wanna know why he isn't telling me that he is engaged and the way he... Stared at me... Like I was... A piece of meat. I didn't like it, I mean... I know I was in nothing but a towel, but there was no need for him to make me feel uncomfortable.

Other than that... I am okay. I need to talk to Percy about something because... If I don't, then it'll eat away at me forever until the day I die. Okay, okay maybe not until the day I die, that was a little bit of an exaggeration. Anyway, I got dressed and looked into my cracked mirror at my . It was a pretty snow coloured white dress and I decided to slip on some red  jewels and make up.

I brushed and styled my hair before slipping on my pretty silvery white heels. When I was finally finished getting dressed and all dolled up, I left my room and walked next door. I knocked on the door and waited patiently for him to answer. I must have been there for a good 5 minutes and soon started to get impatient, I knocked again, but a bit louder. Still no answer. What ever! I left and walked down the two flights of rickety stairs, concentrating on not falling down them in my heels. Finally, I had managed to descend the staircase and I found Percy in the living room, he looked up and saw me, smiled, then he looked back down at his book, I just looked at him like 'Seriously?!' Suddenly I heard "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCY!" The girls screamed, I turned around and forced an semi convincing smile.

Someone then wrapped their arms around my waist from behind me. Two sets of someones in fact and screamed "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" In my ear "OW!" I yelled and started rubbing my ears. I forgot that it was my birthday. Damn! "Lucinda darling, what have you done to your hair?" Mrs. Weasley questioned from the door way "What do you mean? I haven't done anything to-" I cut myself off as I saw my hair, my eyes widened and I felt my face pale. My hair was no longer a beautiful golden blonde, it was... A bronzy, coppery... I can't explain it... Basically it's , I started breathing heavily "MY HAIR!" I screamed, I felt like crying. I just stood their wide eyed as I stared at my hair. I looked up "Mrs. Weasley... I'm going out for some fresh air" I said weakly and quietly, I walked out of the living room.

I ran outside of the Weasley house hold and apparated to Diagon alley. I walked around for hours, I heard so many people whispering about my freaky eyes. I soon found an abandoned little place by a small clear blue river and sat on the edge of it. I slipped my heels off and dipped my feet into the refreshingly cool water. After a little while of just relaxing and calming down from the shock, I looked down at my reflection in the slightly disturbed, rippling water.

I resembled the woman frm my dream. I am now the spitting image of her child and both me and the girls name was and is Lucinda, I am that woman's daughter. I am Lily's daughter and I have a little brother who has survived. Everything in that dream was not a dream. It was a memory. My adoptive parents are death eaters and my true parents are dead. My future husband is to be Draco... Psshh yeah right... As if. 

  I am not gonna be getting married and if I do then there is only one person that I will say yes to. Uh huh... Charlie, but I have no chance with him anymore because he is engaged. Is it bad that I still have feelings for Peter? And yes I know I just changed the subject , but who cares? I'm only talking to myself after all!