Bucky,
Since I'm not exactly sure if-when-I'll be seeing you, I guess I need to write it down. I know you're in cryo, but I believe I can already hear your heart breaking because of what I'm about to write.
I chopped my hair off.
I needed a change in my life (not that it hasn't been changing enough as it is; believe me, I wish things were the way they used to be) and cutting my hair seemed like a good change-one that I was actually in control of. I feel like I haven't had control over much of anything in my life. . .being kidnapped by Hydra, receiving my powers, you going back into cryo. . .
I needed to do something for myself for once. It might not seem like a big deal; it's just hair. To me, however, it's a decision I was finally able to make on my own with no one stopping me. Besides, it'll grow back eventually. It's not too short, either; it sits just above my shoulders. Oddly enough, I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders-literally and figuratively. I really like it; it's new, and I suppose I'm probably babbling on too much about my damn hair now, right?
I hope to see you soon, because I am missing you far too much.
Yours,
Marlena
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Relapse ★ Bucky Barnes
Fanfiction❝Whatever happens, I will never stop loving you.❞ . . .in which they are broken and battered, but their love for one another is what keeps them from completely falling apart. [BOOK TWO] [Highest ranking: #9 in fanfiction as of 5/26/18]
