The Wonderful Book Of Imagines

Calum Hood Imagine 2

"You are absolutely beautiful," I told her as I took a piece of her hair and curled it around my fingers. I wished we could stay like this forever, curled up together. Our bodies intertwined perfectly together; I didn't want to lose her. I knew the end was approaching but I wanted to hold her for one more second. We've pretended like it wasn't coming for too long. I loved everything about her. The way she blushed when I complimented her, the way she tried hard to make me laugh, the way she pronounced the letter s and the way she told me "I love you".

"I can't believe you're leaving tomorrow" her voice got weak as she tried to hold back the tears.

"Me neither." I whispered trying to hold back the tears.

"As long as I remember you've never left the country for more than a couple weeks."

"It's going to be hard to be away from you eight months." I tell her as I traced circles on the top of her head. She stayed silent for a while afterwards. I stayed silent as well, I was trying to mesmerize her scent and her body. I didn't want to forget anything about her.

"Cal-" she whispered before starting to cry.

"Yes beautiful."

"I'll miss you so much. Don't leave." she held my tight

"I can't stay Y/N. As much as I would want to, I can't. I have to go and be on tour with my mates."

"I know that but I don't think I can do-" she stopped

"Do what?" I asked concerned

"This." she indicated between both of us.

"You don't mean that Y/N." I told her, trying to change her mind.

"Cal, I can't do a long distance relationship no matter how much I love you. You'll be asleep when I'm awake. It won't work. I'll be here when you get back, I promise. Just don't forget about me because I won't forget about you." she said before getting up and leaving.

"Y/N wait." I shouted but it was too late, I had lost her.

~the next day~

I walked to my terminal, surrounded by my family and friends. The only person missing was the person that I loved the most. As I was walking into the gate, I heard someone shout my name. I turned around to see Y/N running towards me. She looked exhausted and depressed. I dropped my carry-ons and ran towards her. As I approached her, I wrapped my arms around her waist.

"I didn't come to tell you that I regret what I told you last night." She said almost as if she was forced to. "I came to tell you that I love you and I don't want to loose you. However, I think that it's good we are taking a break since I'll need it for my studies".

"Y/N, I'll miss you so much. I love you." I told her

"I love you to Calum Hood." she kissed my lips. We stayed there kissing for a couple minutes until I heard Luke shout my name. I hugged her one more time, the touch of her body lingered on mine as I left. I was the last one to pass the doors before they shut it. As I looked back, I saw my beautiful girl sitting on the ground crying. "What had I done?" I asked myself

As the planed departed, I felt my heart torn in two

....

It has now been four months since I last spoke with Y/N. She was always on my mind since the day I met her however since I lost her, I find myself thinking more about her. Late at night, I find myself looking at old pictures of us together. I end up calling her every night to tell her that I miss her but I hang up before she has time to answer. I walked alone at night, thinking if I should risk it and fly out to her. The problem
was that I didn't know where she was these days. She had told me before we left that she wanted to see the world so that's probably what she was doing. I constantly wondered what she was doing. I wished that I didn't have to leave. I regretted leaving her at the airport on that day. Each day, I reimagine her face breaking into pieces at the airport. Even though I don't want her to move on, I hope that she moved on from me.

...

Four months later, I find myself sitting on a plane bringing me back to Sydney. I was exhausted from the long tour. I had been an amazing experience that I would never take back. However, I missed my family and friends like crazy.

"Stop thinking about her." Ashton told me as if he was reading my thoughts.

"I loved her Ash. Heck, I still do and it will never leave. Wherever I go, I always think about her. She will always be on my mind, not some other girl."

Ashton didn't reply, all he did was look outside the window. I remembered how she had told me that we would be together again someday. I wondered when that day would happen. I only hoped that she would be at the airport today

"Ladies and Gentlemen, we are now landing in Sydney..." the flight attendant announced

...

As the doors of the gate opened, I ran in the direction of the exit. I was so glad to be home, walking on Australia grounds. As I approached the bag terminal, I saw a group of familiar faces. My heart dropped when I didn't see HER. I guess she didn't care. My family took me all in warm embraces. My mom had started crying. It was very emotional. As I hugged my dad, I saw Michael making odd movements. He was pointing to someone in the corner of the room. When I noticed who it was, my eyes grew big and I found myself walking towards her. I wanted to run- run to my love- but I didn't know where we stood.

"You remembered," I stated when I was near her.

"How could I not? It's marked all over my calendars." She joked before giving me a smile.

I missed seeing that smile.

"Why did you come? You didn't even try to contact me all these months and you just show up when I get back. "

"I wanted to be here for you when you got back. I wanted to see your reaction as you came back from your first tour. We were friends once remember?"

"WERE. Until you broke up with me." I shouted

I saw tears well up in her eyes and I immediately regretted saying those harsh things to her.

"Maybe, I did do a mistake coming here. I always end up making mistakes. I should have never broken up with you. These past eight months have nothing but horrible. I denied my acceptance to the University of Sydney because I couldn't go to school knowing that you wouldn't be there to talk to me afterwards. I spent most of my time at your parents place because I felt as if I closer to you there. Your parents must be so tired of me by now," she hiccupped, " I just wish we could go back in time and pretend this never happened. All this time that you were gone, you were always on my mind. You are the only person that I love and it will always be you." she repeated words that I told Ashton earlier

"I love you to" I told her before embracing her in a hug. I didn't care if it was a mistake to let her back into my life because all that I cared at the moment was that the person I love, still loves me.