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Chapter Nine

Sorry for all the crap in the last chapter. I know some of you are probably all pissed at Adam and whatever, but it will get better. I promise. And alert, lots of innapropriate crap is gonna happen.

Love you guys!! XOXO

Tommy's POV:

I couldn't believe Adam just saw what he did. I struggled to get my jacket back on, but just gave up and sat down on the floor, crying. I wish I hadn't cut now, but it seemed like a good idea at that time. I put my head between my legs and sobbed. Adam just sat on the bed, probably paralyzed, and did not make a move. I ran to my small bathroom and wiped my make-up off, cleaned my arm again, and then came back out to Adam, who was still motionless.

"Why would you do that to yourself?" He finally asked.

I wiped my tears again, then answered, "You betrayed me. What else was I going to do!"

Adam tugged by arm and pulled me down next to him. His lips met mine again, but this time he was slow, and gentle. I was shocked by the turn of his mood, and also by my mood. In an instant, I realized that I still wanted him to make love to me.

"Are you mad at me?" I whispered into his neck as my lips started trailing down his shirtless torso again. He quietly moaned.

"No...not at all. Just don't do it again Tommy. And know I love you more than anything."

I tugged at his jeans until I undid the button and zipper. I grabbed his length through his boxers and rubbed him carefully. He finally couldn't take anymore teasing, and threw me onto my back again, removed my pants, and suddenly I was screaming his name.

*a few days later*

Emily's POV:

It was Sunday evening, and it was the last day before school started. I sat on my bed, alone, and pulled out my phone. I texted Darren. We hadn't seen each other in a few days, and I still hadn't talked to Xadrian, but I'm pretty sure he forgot about me.

*Hey babe* he texted back after a few minutes. I smiled down at my phone and texted him back.

*What are you doing tonight?* I asked.

He didn't reply right away, so I got up, pulled on my hightops and a sweatshirt, then ran out the door to my car.

*Nothing, wanna come over? ;)* he replied. Although I needed to be home before 10, I figured I could hang out for a few hours.

*Sure, be right there.*

I got his adress and quickly drove to his place, which was remarkably nice for a regular at the gay bar. While getting out of my car, Darren opened the front door and let me in. I walked in and saw another guy sitting on the couch in his house. I was reminded that Darren was a college student. Darren grabbed my hand and led me through some hallways until we reached his small, but comfortable bedroom. The walls were covered with band posters, most of which I had heard of (bands like Blink 182, Black Veil Brides, Slipknot, and others), and the room was relatively clean. I sat down on his queen-size bed and examined the rest of his room. He had two guitars in the room, one a red and white electric, the other a black acoustic, and a desk covered in books and whiskey. I rose from his bed and walked over to his acoustic, gently strumming the steel strings, and began playing some of the songs I had memorized.

"You're not too bad," Darren nodded as he watched me strum.

"I've taken leasons since I was 13. Music is something I love." I put the guitar down and looked at Darren with longing eyes. His eyes were no longer blurred from the alcohol, and turned a blue-green color. They reminded me of the ocean...and his hair was styled so it was styled up like Adam's hair, but it was a dirty blonde and beautiful. I smiled at him and hugged him around the waiste, and he pulled me in for a brief kiss.

Adam's POV:

It was just past midnight, and Tommy was curled up in my arms fast asleep. I smiled at him and kissed his hair gently. He somehow got closer to me and I hugged him tightly. We were still at the Motel Tommy rented out and had just watched a movie.

"I love you..." Tommy mumbled. He looked up at my eyes in the dark room and his lips urgently met mine. I kissed back feverishly and pushed him onto his back, my lips moving from his lips down to the part of his neck that drove him crazy. I felt him harden against me and his breathing got heavier. My hands outlined ever part of his abdomen and my lips began to move lower, to his chest, and down further.

Since he was craving me, I gave what he wanted, and it wasn't even a minute before he was moaning my name again. I pushed into him, making him flinch from the pain, but he was getting used to it already. I thrusted faster until we were both sweating and I was close. I pulled out and Tommy sighed, palming himself, and I finally came.

"Adam..." Tommy pulled me down next to him again. I curled around his small body and covered us again. We both fell asleep quickly, being exhausted from the eventful day.

Alright!!!! :) Next update soon!