Apart

Why

Amanda Waterson.

Such an Ugly name.

Such a Boring name.

Such a Disgusting name.

All I wanted to know was.

Why did I have to be named after my Mother.

God why!

I tried to hard to forget her,

To forget her death.

How she died.

But that's hard.Forgetting that person is hard.

Especially when you're named after Them.

And when I see myself in the mirror.

I see her too.

I see her Red hair.Wavy and shoulder length.

I see her Blue eyes.The only difference is that hers are happy.

I see her full pink lips and her freckles,that are covering most of her cheeks.

I see her body too.

Short.

Average.

I grabbed my backpack again.Wearing my blue hoodie.Already looking down as I walked

Passed my Father,Who didn't really care and got back to watching football .

I wait at the bus stop.I only have a few minutes to myself befor-Oh,they're here Early.

"Ew....it's her again!!"

"What is it doing?"

"It's such a pig!"

"Did u die your hair or something,Carrothead!!"

Why must I been given this life?

Why is humanity so cruel to one another?

What are they doing with their lives!!

They're just gonna regret this in the future?

If they don't,they're children will turn bitchy too..just maybe.

"Come in loser!"someone pushes me,"Talk,Defend yourself,Huh!!"

"Leave me alone"I whisper,they all stop and drew closer

"What was that,Pimpled face?"

"Please..leave me alone"I said and put my head down,hiding myself in this blue hoodie.

"Ew It Talks!!!"One of the guys said and laughed,"It's probably already spreading disease,quick! Let's get out of here!"He said,and his crew followed.

I waited for the bus there.Alone.
Why?
I always do.