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"You tried to commit suicide didn't you?" She asked.
I stayed silent looking at my feet. I refused to make eye contact with her or the guys.
"Nichole Elizabeth Lopez I asked you a question!" She yelled. I stayed silent, I heard her whimper. I made her cry. No. No. No. I'm hurting people already.
"God dammit Nichole why'd you do it?!" Ryder growled. I'm making people mad. Nichole you always do something to make people mad at you.
"Nichole we told we're here for you." Sebastian groaned in frustration.
"Death isn't the solution." Logan says.
"It is in my case." I mumbled to myself, which they heard.
"In no case is death the solution." Juily spoke up.
If only you knew, I get abused and hurt.
"Why'd you do it?" asked Juily.
I stayed silent. Stay quiet. Fight it. Don't get them in your mess.
"I get it, you don't trust us." She cried. Tears silently made their way down her cheeks.
"I never said that." I say.
"You made it seem like it." She says.
"I trust you with my whole life, but there's some things that are meant to be kept a secret." I replied.
"When it involves you and any type of harm. Nothing is supposed to be kept a secret. Nothing." She says.
"She's right. She's here for you, we're all here for you." Sebastian says.
I stayed silent as more tears slipped. Dammit Nichole, you're showing weakness. Stay strong, for you, for them.
"Nichole what's the reason you harmed yourself?" Ryder asked.
I stayed silent, leaning on the wall.
"If you don't tell us, we'll make you tell someone else." He threatened.
"No, I'm forced to stay quiet. One day I will tell you, but that day will have to wait."
"We need to tell you parents." Ryder said.
No! "They are NOT my fucking parents. Understand?" I say angrily.
He nods, I can see he's fighting the urge to not do something.
"They have the right to know." says Logan.
"No they don't. They don't have the right to anything concerning me." I say.
"Nichole—" Sebastian starts.
"I said No! Listen to me, cause I won't say this twice, if I find out that any of y'all in anyway tell them. I swear—no, I promise you that you, won't see me the next day." I say pointing at each one. If they know, I won't see the light again. They'll assume that I will tell them about their abusiveness and they'll make me disappear in seconds.
"Nichole promise me you won't get hurt again." Juily pleads.
"I can't make promises. I won't be able to keep." I whisper. I get hurt everyday, there's no way I can promise her I won't get hurt.
"But, you always keep your promise." She whispers.
"I know, but not that one." I reply.
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Teen Fiction[Completed] {Book 1} Her life is a living hell. There's no doubt in that. People think her life's rainbows and unicorns, but in reality it's hell. One secret you have to keep away from everyone, not so difficult because you have no friends, but wh...
