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Chapter 18- Nightmares

"You're so beautiful." He whispers. Soon enough his lips came crashing into mine. It didn't take me long to respond. His lips were soft and sweet. Our lips moved in perfect sync like they were made for each other. I felt like fireworks exploded in my stomach. The kiss was filled with so much emotion.

So many thoughts ran through my head. I felt like I was on cloud 9. It took my a while to jump back to reality.

He's Ryder Crown. The bad boy is the school. He doesn't do relationship, he doesn't do love, he's a player, a guy who plays with girls like a toy. At the end he leaves them broken and used.

I pushed him away and he stared at me confused.

"I-I can't." I stutter. Hurt flashes through his eyes.

He doesn't reply but stares into the distance. I hand him the donut bag, first aid kit, and coffee. I grab my coffee and run off not before whispering. "I'm sorry."

I ran home faster than I've ever ran in my life, I even tripped on the way. I felt stupid for just leaving him there. I felt stupid for even reacting to the kiss. Truth be told, the kiss made me loose control. I lost myself in his eyes. I lost myself because of him. I felt a pang of guilt on my chest. What if he liked me? Don't be stupid Nichole, you saw him come out of a janitors closet earlier that day. True. I think I've fallen for him. I've fallen hard.

I climbed up the rope and jumped inside. I threw myself on my bed and screamed into my pillow.

Why can't I get rid of thi feeling? Why did I have to fall for him? Do I love him? Of course I don't. You don't even know him much. But there's something that pulls me to him. It attracts me and I can't seem to leave or be apart from him. It's like he has me under his control and that kiss, it made my feelings for him stronger. It's too fast and early to love. Time doesn't matter when it comes to love. What matters are your feelings and how much difference and happiness they brought into your live. Time isn't important when your someone. Especially someone who you love and loves you too. What if he doesn't have feelings for you? Then I'll have to suck it up and deal with it. Even if it hurts me to see him with other girls.

He's not mine. As much as it hurts to admit, he'll never be mine. I have to face the truth. Sometimes you have to separate reality from dreams. Clearly this is reality, not a fairy tale with a happy ever after.

I drifted off to sleep around two in the morning. Knowing I wasn't going to want to wake up in the morning to go to school, I turned off my alarm and fell into a deep slumber.

I'm running. Running away from what? Someone or something? I feel like I've ran for days or weeks maybe. All of the sudden I feel myself falling. Falling to the floor with darkness consuming my mind.

My eyes fly open only to be meet with bare darkness. No windows, no light. There's a door on the far corner, light barely coming in form the bottom crack. I move around and wince at the cold metal in my bare skin. I can't make out of what's around me and where I am. All I know is that I'm not getting out anytime soon and I'm chained into something. I hear the door knob jiggle and the door flys open. A large round figure stands at the door way. I can't make out his face due to the small providing light, all I can see is him holding tray and a evil smirk plastered on his face. He approaches me and I crawl back only to hit a bare wall. A shiver runs down my spine and I feel myself getting goosebumps.