My Real Life

May 31st, 2016

It's about time I can tell you that I wore something different. Today, I wore my new maroon t-shirt, with fringe on the bottom. I'm trying to shake up my style. I also wore shorts, it's getting really hot in New England. And sneakers because gym is evil. I barely made the bus this morning. I was lonely a little this morning. Juliette wasn't there. Things have been...different...between us lately, and I just want things to go back to they way they were. The bus ride was awful. I had to do my Spanish homework, and when we were at somebody's stop, we saw a dead deer on the side of the road. I started to cry. It was like seeing Bambi's mother. But I know they won't, so we just have to move forward. I got to school, and talked with my friends. And I had mini candies. I returned Amelia's copy of Life and Death (by Stephanie Meyer (retelling of Twilight)) to her. I helped Lia study for her History test and chatted with Portia until I had to meet up with Leo, Q, and Dorian. On my way, I sat briefly with Matthew, Meghan, and Trina. I gave Q, Leo, and Dorian each a mini Hershey bar, and talked for a few minutes before going to homeroom. Rooster and Aro were talking with Benji, and their friend Joaquin was in the room. Ugh! They were talking about their penises. Let's just say I had a tragic morning. Victor and I worked on our 3D programy thingy and I helped the teacher with something. In History, I got a hug from Matt (we're NOT together), and talked with Q and Brenna. We had a quiz, but since we have two weeks before finals and that includes MCAS, our teacher gave it as a take home quiz. Thanks Mr. I, I love you too. In Geometry, we began watching A Beautiful Mind, a movie about a mathematician. Because we really have less than two weeks before finals and we still have almost a chapter to cover. I love Mr. Be, but really. I gave a candy to Aria, and when I turned to put it away, Brian gave me a look. Sighing, I gave him and Theo each a candy. Theo gave his back to me. Who doesn't like chocolate? In Spanish, I tried not thinking of Dumb As A Stump (Lucas). He's still cute, but I don't really have feelings for him anymore. We took a quiz and I joked around with Jackie and Mika. Mika sits behind me, and we get along really well. In English, we took a survey, and of course, me and Melissa wouldn't be us if we didn't voice how we felt about it and what we put for our answers. I'm pretty sure Willow was looking to strangle me. I sat with Mel, Leo, and Little Mexican. Little Mexican is doing so much better since the last time we talked. She's eating more food, and actually seemed lively (When her parents divorced in fifth grade, she had a really tough time with it. Cutting herself and not eating, she really got depressed). We haven't talked in a very, very long time. I missed her, and I as glad to see her happy. We had fourth lunch, yuck! In gym, we played Magician (sometimes called Jedi. It's like dodgeball, but there is someone who can save everyone until they get out. The usually have a pool noodle or something along those lines). Meghan and Trina didn't participate, so I was stuck. And Hannah was on the other team. My team won once, and got creamed the second time. We had a substitute in Biology. We watched the same video we watched on Friday (stupid sub), and had a packet. Of course, Hannah and I were done with the first two pages after 15 minutes (it would've been 10, but the stupid crossword puzzle was annoying). I let Hyde copy my paper and he shared it with Henry, Brian, and Uriah. We then got to work on the diagram. We had to use the book. Hyde was practically having a panic attack, so I did his. The others copied my copy. Brian took Hyde's phone to take a picture of me (for some reason, God only knows), and they got into a fight, and Brian through Hyde's phone. Thank God it didn't break. So, I tried to calm Hyde down. "Hyde, are you okay?" I said. Shouldn't have said that. "Does it look like I'm okay?" He asked, and put his arms over his head on his desk. I grabbed a piece of candy out of my bag. "Will this cheer you up?" I said, offering it to him. He took it. Smart boy. Brian tried to grab it, but Hyde pushed him, and Brian almost fell out of his chair. It was kind of funny. But not. "You got a piece earlier." I said, and then Hyde went on about how he stole his phone, and that he didn't deserve chocolate. And I HATE Brian's new haircut. But it's hair, it'll grow back. But not when I see him of course. Hyde thanked me, and Henry asked me what kind of chocolate. Milk chocolate. Duh. He only likes Dark Chocolate. I'll probably bring him a piece tomorrow. I'm so nice. Q walked me to my bus, and I had to put up with Theo and Ryan on the bus. Ryan accused me of liking Theo. If only he knew the truth, that I liked Brian. He might literally kill me. Let's just say there was an incident between Ryan, Brian, and Hyde in the beginning of the year. At a golf tournament, Brian pinned Ryan to the ground while Hyde farted on him. Yeah. That was not fun. They got super detention and Ryan got a free ride for being an ass. At home, Peter told me that a couple kids in his last period class were talking about me. Apparently, they said that I let some black guys touch me. I have never let anyone touch me. It took almost an hour for Melissa and Q to calm me down. But I'm okay now. I think.

Till next update,

Rosalie