I got somethin' to say

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Hello it's me.

I know I've spoken to you guys a bit more often then I have in the past but I've got something to say for real this time

I'm closing this book for good

It's probably been a couple years since this book has been open.

I've learned a lot about writing and how to be a better role play in general

I even got 1 thousand reads and that was pretty big for me.

But today I'm official going to stop writing this thing.

I've got several reasons why:

1. I'm no longer into homestuck. These past years in homestuck have been absolutely awful. I met so many people that turned out to be asshole and overal I feel like my depression grew and I went deeper in to this hell fandom. To me it seemed like I didn't devote myself enough to actually deserve to be part of it-- if that makes sense? Like I didn't let it consume me like everyone else. I mean don't get me wrong the comic itself was cool and it makes me laugh sometimes but just the thought of this fandom is really painful and it's something I'd rather forget forever.

2. No ones even part of this fandom anymore so what's the point? After Undertale came out the homestuck fandom went down a lot. People wanted something else so they left. I mean I'm not too into Undertale but it's-- in my opinion-- a little better for me.

3. The fandom itself was a huge mess. I mean everyone acted like they knew more than everyone else. People turned small ship issues into accusing people of being homophobic and tried to make every aspect of the comic as homosexual and transexual as possible. DO NOT GET THAT CONFUSED WITH BEING HOMO/TRANSPHOBIC. What I'm saying is people threw hate at artist and some writers for not drawing or writing about a trans or gay character. It was just really hard to watch people be fucking monsters about the smallest things.

4. There's nothing left to write about. Everyones seem everything and it's just cliche to go on and write reruns of other fic.


That all that I have to be honest. So I guess homestuck hasn't given me much to be happy for actually and I think it's time that I said that. :/


Regards,
puddincatsWorld

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