But I'd Like To Learn Your Name (Frerard Fanfic)

Chapter 9

Frank's POV

My moms sitting next to me in the plain waiting room. She eventually found out where I was. I was gone for more then it felt like. I eventually had to tell her that by coincidence I saw Gerard passed out in the cemetery. I didn't tell her all the stuff that happened before though.

The doctors had to tell mom that he overdosed on cocaine, and she definitely wasn't happy about that.

"I wonder if Donna saw him...", my mom mumbles, breaking the silence.

"What do you mean? I thought you said she kicked him out.", I say as I turn to her.

"She did, but she works in the hospital as a nurse. That's how we met."

I nod. It's quiet for a while until I finally say something.

"He's not going to live is he?" As soon as the words left my mouth, I regret it.

"Frank!", my mom says as she slaps my arm. I don't react, as the stinging sensation continues to linger on my arm.

"Don't say that! You have to stay hopeful!"

That's bullshit.

I wonder where Mikey is. I hope he's okay. He's probably with his mom right now.

I feel exhausted. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

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I wake up to someone shaking me. I look over to see my mom.

"What are you doing..?", I mumble. I pull out my phone to look at the time, 11:56. Shit, it's late.

"Gerard's awake. Let's go.", she says as she tugs in my arm.

I put my phone back into my pocket and follow her down the hall. He smell of bleach burns my nose and makes my eyes water. God, I hate hospitals.

The nurse standing at the door hugs mom first then hugs me. I want to pull away but my mom is giving me that death look, so I pretend to stay happy while this stranger is hugging me.

"Thank you for finding him. I can't thank you enough. I love him so much."

That's disgusting. She kicks out her son, but now she acts like she cares.

"If you love him, then you wouldn't kick him out, which wouldn't have lead to this.", I say as I walk into the room, not even looking at her.

"Frank! Apologize to her!"

I groan and look back at her. "I apologize for saying you're a shitty mom.", I don't even care anymore. I just want to see if Gerard is okay.

Luckily this time my mom doesn't intervene this time. She just stays back with Mrs. Donna.

I approach Gerard slowly at first, not wanting to scare him.

He stares at me with his big, hazel eyes. He's expressionless, when I look at him he just looks away. "Gee?", I ask.

"Don't call me that.", he mutters.

I look away, "oh, sorry."

It's quiet for a long time. I look back to see if my mom is still in the doorway, but she's talking with Gerard's mom.

"Why did you find me?", Gerard finally says.

"What do you mean? Did you not want me to find you?"

He continues to look away with the same blank expression on his face until he finally breaks the silence.

"Frank I-", he looks me in the eyes for a brief second, then looks back away, "I wanted to die."

I don't know what to say in response to that. I look back at him with sympathetic eyes.

"Gerard...", is all that comes out. "Mikey and I talked while you were in the ambulance. He really does love you. He needs you. He asked me to take care of you and to tell you that he really does love you. Please don't say that."

Gerard doesn't react in the slightest. "That's fucking bullshit", he mutters.

"It's not. He really cares about you.", I say, the tone in my voice getting a little harsher.

I see tears welling up in the corners of his eyes. "It's just-" he wipes the tears from his eyes and looks back at me. "Please just go."

"What? Why do you want me to go?", I ask, shocked.

"Just go.", he finally says.

I get off the bed and head out the door.

IM SO SORRY I DIDNT UPDATE! I FEEL LIKE A TERRIBLE AUTHOR! AHHHH! I've been really busy with moving and stuff and I haven't had the time. I haven't even really had the time to talk to my friends I've been so busy. I think everything's calming down now so I'm gonna be able to update regularly. Also if you didn't notice I'm going to have a POV switch every three chapters, but I might change that. Don't forget to comment, I do read them! Vote, and share with your friends! Thanks for reading and understanding!

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