But I'd Like To Learn Your Name (Frerard Fanfic)

Chapter 10

Gerard's POV

Before Frank came in, mom came in. I was pretending like I was still passed out but really I was awake.

And to be honest I don't even know how she got in. There's this rule that if a family member or friend needs treatment, then the person in the medical field if you're a nurse, surgeon, anesthesiologist, whatever you are you're not aloud to give the sick person treatment, because something about getting attached and messing up.

I wish they forced that rule more because I didn't even want to be in the same room as her.

"Gerard is that you?", she asked as the door creaked open.

I woke up actually just a minute ago maybe less, but I pretended to still be knocked out.

"Gerard? Please wake up. I'm sorry. Gerard? I love you. Your dad loves you. Mikey loves you."

She sat on the bed. I could feel her eyes burning into me but I didn't even move.

She started stroking my hair. What the fuck? Go away.

She continued to stroke it until I finally 'woke up'. I immediately told her to stop.

"Go away. What are you doing in my room?!", I said. It came out hoarse and raw. At least I could still talk. When I went into a coma, and I woke up and I tried to talk nothing came out. Because I hadn't had anything in my throat for four days. How long was I out? Probably not a lot, giving that I didn't stink and my voice wasn't completely gone.

"Oh Gerard!", she said as she hugged me.

I instantly pushed her away. I didn't want to talk to her. I was so angry. Mostly at Frank and my mom.

Why would my mom kick me out and then when something happens, she loves me again.

And why did Frank find me? I probably wouldn't have died anyways since it's only been a little bit more then a day, but still. I wanted to die. I don't want to live.

I turn away from her and wait for her to go. I hear her sigh and she eventually leaves the room. Thank God.

I hope Frank doesn't come in anytime soon. What if his mom comes with him? She'll find out that I tried to overdose. She'll kick me out too. I'll be homeless. I have no other family or friends.

Right after mom leaves Frank and his mom come in. Shit.

Luckily his mom stays in the doorway with my mom, probably talking about me.

Frank keeps staring at me like I'm some rabid animal. Like I'll bite him. I just want to me left alone.

"Gee?", he asks. What the fuck only Mikey calls me that.

"Don't call me that.", I say, anger rising in my voice.

He mumbles something and looks away.

Just please leave me alone.

Okayyyyy hai. I don't know what to write anymore for that chapter lol. But the next chapter is gonna be Gerard coming home so ya. I would continue the chapter more but it's just a reapeat of the last one. Thanks for reading!

I'm not okay by gUESS WHaT MY CHEMICAL ROMANCEEEE

~Abikitty Asylum