The Tattooed Bad Boy

Chapter Thirty-Two

[NOT EDITED. DON'T JUDGE MY ZOE!]

A tear slipped down my cheek and I stared at the ground as I stood on the thirteen story building. What even is life? Was life even worth it? All of these questions and I was leaving without having them answered. Just in a few minutes, I was going to leave and never see Hunter ever again. Hunter could find someone way better than me, because I'm not worth it. 

What even have I done my entire life? Nothing. I couldn't even finish my school. They say that life is worth it, but is life really worth it when you get abused by your own brother and his friends, and end up being pregnant? Probably not. I was just a normal teenage girl. My name is Zoe Rainey and I am not proud to say that I finally have lost all hope. 

My entire life I have thought about others and now that I finally have someone that cares about me, I've lost that person. I am going to lose that person. I know he was going to be mad at me, but I just hope that he'll never forget me. Tears streamed down my face as I stared at the ground. This is it. It was finally going to happen. I was going to die, and Hunter was going to find someone much better than me, and they're going to live happily forever. I don't deserve Hunter... Hunter is too good for me... 

I sniffed and blinked. This is it I guess. The death of Zoe Rainey. Cause: Suicide. Tony left my life already, but the marks he left are going to haunt me forever and I know that I won't be able to run from it no matter what. 

"Zoe!" I heard Hunter's voice and I turned around. 

"Hunter..." I breathed out. "What are you doing here...?" tears streamed down my face. 

This was not supposed to happen. 

"What the fuck does it look like?" he said. "This note..." 

He held the note I left him. My suicide note. I looked at him, unable to say anything. He wasn't supposed to be here. I was supposed to be dead and he can't just appear out of nowhere and stop me. I turned around again. I was going to jump and there was nothing he could do. 

"Zoe, please..." Hunter shouted. 

I turned around again. "You can't stop me, Hunter. I don't deserve you. You don't deserve this. You deserve way better, Hunter. I am just completely broken and I can't keep hurting you." 

"What makes you think that you dying will make me happy?" he asked almost instantly. "You're the only one I have. Blaze already left me. I can't lose you too," Hunter breathed out. Hunter suddenly fell to his knees. A tear slipped down his face. The cold breeze hit us. The moon was full and bright over our heads and Hunter seemed as handsome as ever. "Please, Zoe. I'm on my knees for you." he cried. "I'll do everything for you, I promise. I'll take care of you, and even the baby; I don't care if it's Tony's. The baby is ours. Fuck Tony." he said, making me release a sob. "I'll always be on my knees for you, Zoe. You're my life. If there's no you, then there is no me..." he cried. "I love you, Zoe... I love you..." 

That was more than enough to make me fall to my knees and cry. I cried and cried. Hunter ran over to me and hugged me tightly. "I'm sorry, Hunter. I am so sorry." I cried.

Hunter kissed my forehead and hugged me tightly. "It's okay baby. It's okay." he rubbed my back. "I'm here, and I'll always be." 

"I didn't want to hurt you anymore." I cried. 

"You would never hurt me..." he hugged me. "Come on, let's go home." he picked me up bridal style. 

He gave me a peck on my lips as he carried me from the building's roof, all the way to his car. I just sat there in the car as he drove us home. I couldn't talk. Hunter held my hand in his and glanced at me every once in a while. Finally we got home and Hunter walked over to my side. He opened the door and picked me up again, carrying me into the house afterwards. It felt nice to be home again. He carried me to our room and placed me on the bed. He walked outside to probably lock the door and then entered the room again.