prism [ kim s.j ] ( fin )

† 46

     rain splattered by the pavement, plit plat plit. it showered. poured. drizzled. soaked.

     her stockings are spotting, he noted.

     "jin?" she called out. "jin!"

     he stayed silent.

     "jin where are you?"

     the sewer gurgled out the water, pooling the pavement even more.

     "jin i swear where are you."

     "why did you leave?"

     her umbrella felt heavier, two hands. her boots feel mushy, sluggish. he didn't mind.

     "why didn't you tell me."

     "i'm sorry."

     "sorry can't cut the shit you gave me."

     her umbrella was yanked, thrown, dragging around the current of tears. they both shivered from their reunion. soaked to the brim. the water was overflowing from her boots, in his hoodie.

     "you," his finger poked her shoulder, harsh and piercing. "you little piece of shit."

     is she crying? kyu can't tell herself.

     kyu heard his screams, his anger, his doubt. she felt his jealousy, strained her heart from his hiccups. the way she said her name felt like a stab, a dagger twisting, until she started to sob and crumble in front of the culprit that hurt her. it wasn't his fault though - it was always hers.

     it was always hers.

   

//kinda got the hang of writing again ( ??? ) sorry that i haven't updated this since god knows when.

//in the midst of finishing ( 5 chapters left oml ) featuring writer's block