prism [ kim s.j ] ( fin )

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" no love is ever truly lost , they live in your memories , and they walk with you everywhere . don't forget the things we used to do just because i'm not there with you – you're allowed to do our things with other people , i won't get mad . "

that was something that i learned from my dear grandmother who i dedicate this book to . my inspiration of this book .

you taught me so much , la . i'm sorry if i didn't say i love you that much – i hope my horrendous singing through the phone was enough in your final hours . i could've done better , but i was weak before . now , i sing songs with you in my mind – you always had a really nice voice , and i love how you would sing me to sleep when i was four . i can still hear your voice sometimes , and feel your hand on my back before i fall asleep . sometimes i do that to little kids when they want to sleep next to me - my little remembrance of you . i hope you're happy , wherever you are right now . you might be with grandpa , dancing and smiling at his loving face , like the stories that you have told me .

you live in me , la .

rest in peace la . i love you .