prism [ kim s.j ] ( fin )

† 42

     fingers laced around the straps, guitar hugging her back. she didn't mind though - it was a hug she'd gladly accept.

     smiling at uncle jaeyeol's bartender friend, she motioned for her usual shake. he makes them especially for her.

     "mango?"

     "you bet." she smiled from the bar stool, plugging the wires in the right places.

     she went on with her usual sleeve of songs, worsening the break-up like vibe around her. she draws on to that emotion, and somehow, it intoxicates her too to her bones. five years ago.

look at me one last time

smile like nothing's wrong,

so when i miss you

i can remember

so i can draw your face in my mind

the damp bench. iced tea. guitar strings entwining them both.

my selfishness that couldn't let you go

turned into an obsession that imprisoned you

ignored texts, guilty stares.

why am i a fool,

why can't i forget you

you're already gone

her red dress, prettier than her plain one. she needs to see if it still fits her - it's there somewhere.

burnt and destroyed

all of our love

it hurts so much, but now

i'll call you a memory

    

//eyes nose lips by taeyang is just a bless, so play it while reading this ^^

//this book is nearing its close and i'm actually gonna miss writing this... but nEW BOOKS YAY :")

//and i havE MY HOLIDAYS IN FIVE DAYS SUPER EXCITED YAY x")

//so yah. that is what author-nim has been up to these past few weeks xD

//i'm gonna miss prism ;; . ;; my first book to be finished </3