The interview

15

I didn't feel right being with Nate and wanted it to be Shawn. Nothing against Nate but I see him as a brother. So that's what I told him and he said he saw me as a little sister.

I was now at shawns door and going to talk to him. I walk in and he's sitting on his bed. The thing is Nate might always be there and make me happy but Shawn was right he was my Bestfriend the one who stays up late and talk the one who protects u and the one who will do anything to make up happy. And I want to be that for him and so much more I have realized that I'm falling for him and there's nothing I can do about it.

"Do you really " I look at Shawn confused "you said that all out loud"

"Omg but yes it was weird and Nates a brother and I'm sorry I left with him it's just maybe I need someone to talk to and he was there for me and listened"

"I'm here for u. U can trust and talk to me I will always be here for u." I walked up and kissed him.

"This is all new to me and I'm scared" I said that and Shawn pulled me into the bed and we layed there all night talking about anything and everything