Set me free

Crying

Crying feels so good
Because, see, he won't leave me alone
So I smile. I'm forced to take it with a smile or else.
Yeah or else.
I can't get him to go away
He threatens to ruin it.
To ruin my life.
I care. I care too much.
I don't want to see him hurting.
He's hurting. This is my punishment.
I did this. I did this to him.
I can't tell my parents.
They could care less.
They really wouldn't care.
I can't tell my friends.
The would think I'm nuts.
Yeah they would think I'm crazy.
I can't tell anyone!
They wouldn't believe me.
They would think I'm asking for it.
I'm not.
I'm crying.
I'm crying so hard.
I want to bleed.
I want to end it all.
I want to finally be free.