One Direction Prefrences and Imagines

Prefrence #20 " You have an eating disorder and he forces you to eat"

Liam: Liam had been gone on tour for 8 months and a lot has happened in your life in those 8 months. Your boyfriend had cheated with you and called you a fat pig, you started show choir, and you had stopped eating. Your choir dresses were going to be pretty body fitting and you wanted no one to think you were a pig, it hurt bad enough once. Today was the day Liam was coming home and you were beyond excited to see him, you just didn’t want to go with to pick him up because of all the people and cameras that could catch a glimpse of your fat. “Y/n we’re off to pick Liam up, do you wanna come with us?” Your mom said. “No thanks, i’ll just clean up a little more around here” you said smiling, your mom just smiled back and nodded. Once you finished cleaning you went upstairs into your room and took a little nap. You slept for an hour when you heard a knock on your bedroom door. “Come in” “Y/n!” “Liam!” you said giving him a giant bear hug. When you pulled away his smile dropped. “y/n, you you’re so skinny.What happened?” “uh well, show choir and cheating boyfriends happened.” you said looking at the ground avoiding all eye contact. “Y/n, if it’s mostly because you’re douche of an ex you shouldn’t listen to him, he’s so wrong, so very wrong. And what do you mean show choir happened? I thought you loved it?” “I do Liam, I really do, but the dresses, they’re so body fitting I don’t want anyone else calling me a pig.” you said letting a few tears fall. “Y/n, I promise the dress will look great, and you’ll be to busy kicking butt at dancing no one will give a crap what you look like in your dress. I promise. Now will you let me help you recover? It breaks my heart knowing your suffering like this.” Liam said tears forming in his eyes. “Can you?” “Of course, let’s start now. We’re going to go to lunch and I want you to eat at least ¼ of it, kapeesh?” Liam said holding out his pinky. “Kapeesh” you said hooking your pinky in his.

Zayn: You were at the after party with Zayn and the rest of your family celebrating the This Is Us premier and since Zayn came back from tour he's had a close eye on you because he has noticed a lot of changes in you. For one thing you weren't as energetic as you Kimi Kimi to be, you barely ate if you ate at all, and you locked yourself away most of the time. Your family didn't really notice because they're always around you but Zayn was highly concerned of your health. You had talked with the boys for a few minutes and than you decided to go hang out in the back of the building because you didn't want to be in a room full of super gorgeous skinny models, it made you hate yourself a gagillion times more. You were sitting in the back crying wanting to be as beautiful as the girls inside. It was pretty cold out but you didn't care you refused to head back in. All of a sudden the door opened and Zayn had come out. "Y/n? Why are you out here? Are you okay?" He said voice full of concern. "I'm fine. I just wanted to be alone." "Well its freezing out here do you want to warm up?" "No. I don't want to embarrass the Malik family in there being the whale I am." Zayn came and sat down next to you and wrapped you in a huge hug. "Y/n you aren't a whale and you aren't an embarrassment." It stayed silent for a few moments before Zayn spoke up again. "Ever since I've come back from tour I've noticed a lot of changes in you y/n and its scaring me. I miss the y/n I left before tour." You started sobbing knowing you had disappointed him. "I'm sorry Zayn, I wanted to be beautiful and skinny so boys would like me. I wanted to look like the girls in.magazines so I stopped eating. I didn't want to disappoint you." "Y/n you are beautiful. You dont need to be stick skinny to get a guys attention, personality is what will. Please come back in and eat at least one thing now and pinky promise me you'll let me help you recover." You gave Zayn a hug and whispered "I promise I will. Thank you."

Louis: You had just finished junior high and now you were going into high school. Since you had been bullied about your body throughout middle school you decided to throw up every meal, that way no one would know it. Tonight though was different. Louis had started following you to the bathroom because he was worried. You were in front of the toilet fingers in your mouth unaware of the fact you had left the door open. "Barf" into the toilet. "Y/n stop right now please!" Louis yelled when he jumped in. You stopped moving you were in complete shock on what was happening. He walked over and flushed the toilet and helped you stand up and helped you get washed up. He walked you out of the bathroom into his bedroom where you both sat on his bed and he just held you. After a while of silence he spoke up. "Y/n why did this happen?" "I'm going into high school. I didn't want to be called fat anymore so I decided to try and make myself skinny before I got there." "Y/n I can promise you high school isn't like that. In fact you're going to make a ton of friends by being you and no one will care about your body. Which by the way is gorgeous no matter what anyone says." You guys sat there for a little while longer in silence before you spoke up. "Louis?" "Yeah?" "Can you help me stop?" "Of course I will. I'm always here for you." He said smiling and kissing your head.

Harry: You thought best friends were supposed to support you and help you feel good. Well apparently you thought wrong because y/bf/n did the exact opposite for you. Shes the reason you stopped eating, she's why you threw up anything you ate, even if it was a granola bar. Shes the reason you had fainted during basketball practice and she was the reason you were now being kicked off the basketball team due to lack of energy. But how would you tell Harry? He's on tour. Well that's what you thought until you felt someone place a hand on your shoulder. "Y/n why?" He said while crying. "Y/bf/n. She told me I was fat. She told me I wouldn't find someone to love me. She ruined me" the last part you said barely above a whisper. Harry engulfed you in a hug while you just cried into his shoulder. "Y/n you're coming with me on tour. I wanna help you." "What? Harry ill just be a distraction." "No. I'm bringing you with me and I'm going Mauito help you stop." You just agreed with Harry because you didnt want to start a fight. After you packed for tour Harry ate dinner with the family and he made sure you didn't go running off after. "Harry, thank you" you whispered as you drove to the airport. "You're welcome."

Niall: Every Horan had such a large appetite except you. Apparently you eating like half a plate was wrong for you though because people constantly told you to stop eating so much. It wasn't until you were touring America that anyone even noticed. You had gone out to eat with Niall and the boys at a buffet. You had a plate that had a roll a small piece of steak and a few carrots. You played with your food the whole time trying to avoid eye contact with everyone. You really didn't want to be here so you zoned out completely, that was until Louis started asking you stuff "so y/n how do you like America so far?" "Its great. Its way different than what I thought it'd be like." "Is the food what you expected?" "Not really. It definitely tastes different than Ireland." You said looking down. Harry and Niall kept looking at you and Niall whispered something in his ear. "Well I think its time we start leaving" Harry said to the other boys. You were standing up when Niall told you to sit, the other boys left leaving you and Niall alone at the table. "Y/n you didn't eat anything. Whats wrong? Do you feel okay?" "I feel fine just not hungry that's all." "Y/n I've noticed you haven't been eating that much lately, what's going on?" You sat there for a few minutes trying to hold back tears before you spoke up. "People everywhere call me fat. They tell me I eat to much so I stopped." Niall walked around the table and squatted in front of you "y/n horan you are not fat and you shouldn't listen to them. I don't want to lose my little sister because of some idiots. Now please eat a little bit, for me." He said sitting on the chair next to you. "I can't. I'm not worthy enough to eat it." Niall had tears forming in his eyes from hearing that. He just picked up your fork and started to try and feed you. "Y/n I promise to help you through this. I'm gonna help you prove those idiots wrong." You just nodded and the two of you left after you finished the carrots.

* If you/someone you know is suffering from an eating disorder GET HELP. You're all beautiful and you don't need to do that to yourself. I love you (:* (or please come talk to me)