Diseased [Frerard] [Petekey]

Chapter 35

Mikey-

Pete, my boyfriend, and I had sexual relations on that night that he bought me an ice cream cake.

It was an amazing night that I'd never explain to anyone in detail.

I'm not one for one night stands, so when I woke up the next morning and Pete was gone, I began to freak out.

When my boyfriend came to his house with donuts to find his previously sexed up boyfriend sobbing in his bed, he was quite surprised.

When he heard that I thought he left me, he laughed so hard.

"Honestly, Michael James Way, you're the one for me. I wouldn't trade you for anyone else. Especially right after last night", he sighed in content.

"Yeah, the ice cream cake really made the night", I smirked.

"No, I was talking about your XXL d-", he began.

"Whoa there", I stopped him.

He smirked at me and kissed my lips.

"Put some pants on, I got you donuts", he demanded.

"I think I know what's better than donuts", I winked.

"Oh, I do too. Donuts with chocolate milk", Pete got up to seemingly retrieve the chocolate milk.

"Pete, nooooo", I wailed. "I was talking about seeeeex".

He turned around and faced me with a face of mock confusion.

"Really Mikey? Better than donuts with chocolate milk?" he questioned.

"Go get the fucking chocolate milk", I rolled my eyes.

"I don't have any, I just wanted to tease you", he looked down in fake guilt.

I rolled my eyes.

Typical Pete fashion.

Gerard-

They're coming creeping from the corner
And all I know is that I don't feel safe
I feel the tapping on my shoulder
I turn around in an alarming state
But am I losing my mind?
I really think so
Not a creature in sight
But, what you don't know

Is that my breathing gets faster and so does my heartbeat
I wish this was over, I wish that this was a dream but

I created a monster, a hell within my head
Nowhere to go, I'm out on my own
Oh I'm so scared
I created a monster, a beast inside my brain
I've nowhere to go, I'm out on my own
My mind impaired
Awake me from my nightmare

Wait, something doesn't feel right (feel right)
No, something seems wrong (wrong)
And I've been feeling this way (oh that's too bad), for
Far too long
As my vision gets blurred, my skin's getting colder
Appearing young, while I'm growing older
I collapse to the floor and scream:
"Can anybody save me from myself?"

I created a monster, a hell within my head
Nowhere to go, I'm out on my own
Oh I'm so scared (Oh I'm so scared)
I created a monster, a beast inside my brain
I've nowhere to go, I'm out on my own
My mind impaired
Awake me from my nightmare

Walking to the ledge
I find myself looking down
Frozen still with fear
Now I'm plunging to the ground
If only I knew how to fly
Then I could convince myself this isn't my time to die
Instead, I'm rocketing faster and faster
I dive bomb to the floor
And when my body crashes to the pavement
I'm right back where I was before