Tuesday January 11th
9:45 A.M
" Honey get up." I hear the sweet voice of Key's nurse.
I lift my head up even though a sharp pain shoots down my neck, damn I fell asleep here again. I look up and Jane is checking her vital signs. Jane is cool she is this little old black lady she is really sweet.
" Goodmoring Jane, what time is it? "
" 9:45,Arent you missing school?" she questions.
" No I don't have school today."
" Yeah because your not going."
" I just can't deal with school Today and plus Im already late."
" I brought you some food cause I know your hugry."
" Thanks but you didn't have to."
" I know I didn't. Alania aren't you're parents worried about you?" She asks out of nowhere.
" No they know where I am."
" You need to go to school."
" Tomorrow Ill go."
" Being here all the time isn't going to bring her back, god is the only one who can do that child."
" God?"
" Yeah God is the only person that can make things happen for us."
Flashback.
Keys and I are on somebodies ranch.................trespassing because we want to look at the stars. We even had to drive outta town to get here. I am sitting in Kelinas lap and her arms are wrapped around me.
" This is so amazing, I have never seen the stars like this." Keys smiles at me.
" Zayda and I use to come out to the country and look at the stars all the time."
She kisses me on my head." You need to call her."
" I can't."
" Laney this can't go on forever."
" What can't?"
" This thing we have between us, I mean I do love the sex ,and let me just say your amazing but we both don't want this. I know you want Zayda but your to chicken to call her."
" I am good arent I?"
" Come on Malibu."
" Please don't get on me about Zayda when you still like Kathrine."
" Well no shit Kathrine was my first, I know she is crazy and all but I love her. I actually went to go see her and she is doing really good, she wants to get back together."
" She scares the shit outta me."
" Kathrine? What she is harmless!" Keys laughs.
" Ha my ass! Don't screw that girl over ever."
" She's the one who does the screwing."
" Don't you ever wonder who made the stars?"
" God."
" God?"
" Yeah you Idiot god made everything."
" Whatever ."
" Girl your loca, God can make anything. You know why he made stars?"
" No."
" So pretty girls like us can stare up at them when we are feeling troubled and just feel his love."
" I like that story." I smile.
" Me too, have you talked to god about whats on your mind."
" Your sounding like a preacher."
" Im serious God is the only one that can make things happen for you."
" God doesn't like gay people we are all going to hell, why would I talk to him."
" I don't believe that, I know Im going to Heaven. You know I don't think God is that judgemental."
" Me either."
" So ask the man up high what you should do."
" I didn't know you were so religious."
" Chica I'm mexican , I wear a rosery around my neck."
End flash back
" Kelina always said that."
" Smart girl."
" Do you think she is in pain."
" I don't think so."
" I just feel so bad because I should be the one in the bed." I cry.
" Don't cry honey its not your fault." She tries to comfort me.
" I need to go."
I kiss Keys on the cheek and place something in her hands and then I rush to my car. As soon as I get in there the empty sign flashes on so I stop at a gas station. Will pumping my gas two girls walk up to me.
" Hey Laney." The one with bright pink her says taking a puff of her blunt before passing it to the other girl.
" Ummmmm hey."
" Do you not remember us?" The blond questions.
" Honestly no."
" Spring break last year." The blond states.
" Oh yeah Emily and Connie right?"
" Exactly." Connie, the girl with pink hair grins." You want a puff."
I nod my head and she smiles at me while passing the blunt. Oh shit this is the shit!
" You got more of that?"
" Yep." Emily smiles.
" You girls want to hang?"
The both nod their heads.
" Get in."
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