Drowning in Poetry

Sorry/Don't Say

I'm sorry mom
And I'm sorry dad
That I seemed to be good
But my choices were bad

I'm sorry family
And I'm sorry friends
That I've never really cared
About when my life ends

I'm sorry to those
Who've given me hope
Because a man kills himself
When he's given rope

I'm sorry God
And I'm sorry stars
That I've never been quite happy
With the way things are

But I can't do it anymore
No, no, I can't do it anymore

I'm sorry
For everything
I have done
Because I know
That I should sleep
But I can see
See the morning sun
With muffled cries
And teary eyes
I look down
Down to see
See that my hands
Are no longer hands
But in fact have turned to guns
Don't say they've turned to guns

I'm sorry if that scared you
It's not about killing you
It's about what happens
When you can't find you

I'm sorry if I push you out
Because I feel no one understands
I had to explain my own lyrics
And if you do understand
Then I am so sorry

I'm sorry I think this way
And I'm sorry I can't stop
But most of all I am sorry
For all the things that I am not

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

It's been a while
Since I have seen
Seen the sun
The morning sun
And I don't know
If that's good
Good or bad
And I don't know
If I'm alive
Alive or dead
And if I'm not
Not alive
How did I go?
Please don't say that I let go
Don't say that I let go

I'm sorry if this song
Doesn't turn out at planned
But that's how things work
Once they're inside my head

I'm sorry if this song
Doesn't make any sense
But if you're confused,
Please just listen to what it says

Please listen, someone listen

And if I did
Did let go
Please tell me
Because I must know
How did it end?
And did you stay
Stay with me
Until the end?
Tell me friend
How did our story
Story end?
Did you stay
Stay with me?
No, don't say that you are sorry
Don't say that you are sorry