Chapter 1: prolouge

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Hi. My name is Addie. I'm only 4 years old. I'm an only child. I wish I had a sister or brother. But, I don't. I live in a state called Rhode Island. Well, I think I live there. I always used to hear mommy and daddy saying that we were going to move away from Rhode Island. That's why I think we live in Rhode Island. Lots of people always tell mommy and daddy that I'm so adorable. I agree. I have very light blonde hair, baby blue eyes, some freckles, and pale skin. Well, people used to comment on my beauty. Some even said I could be Taylor swifts daughter. I love Taylor swift. I even love all of her songs. Expecially safe and sound. Mommy always sings that song to me at bed time. She always tries to protect me from daddy. Sometimes though, daddy still gets to me. Oh, I guess I forgot to tell you. Daddy hits me and mommy. He never used to hit me and mommy. We used to be a happy family. Not so much anymore. All 3 of us used to go to the park together. I used to have so much fun. Then, daddy stopped coming with me and mommy. And now he hits us. Mommy gets beat more than me. For some reason, I still love daddy a little bit. I don't know why. I don't go to school yet, since I'm only 4 years old. Sometimes I go to a daycare, though. Only when mommy and daddy both have to go to work. Other times I stay home by myself. My house is pretty awesome when nobody is home. Usually mommy leaves for work last. So when nobody is home, she lets me do whatever I want. I usually just try to eat food. But if daddy leaves last, he licks me in my bedroom without food. Not that it matters. I don't get much food anyways. That's why I try to sneak it when nobody is home. When I do get food, daddy makes me eat outside, in the back yard. I used to have a play set back there. But daddy got rid of it last year because he said I was being a bad girl. Maybe I am just a bad girl and deserve everything that daddy does to me. Does mommy deserve it too? I don't think she does. Mommy always tells me I'm a good girl. I am so confused! Am I a good girl or a bad girl? I get so confused!! Mommy used to play with me all the time. But daddy beats her if she plays with me. So I tell mommy not to play with me. I hate seeing her get hurt!! I don't have very many toys anymore. I just have a baby doll and a few stuffed animals. My room is pretty plain and boring. The walls are painted yellow, I have a small bed with gray blankets. I don't have lots of clothes, either. Most of them have holes from daddy beatimng me. I wish I could get new clothes, but daddy won't buy me any. Well, now you know about my past. Time to skip to the present.

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