A/N ~ Hi! Just a little something here. I couldn't find a YouTube video for this song as most of the songs on Views but I found a decent enough cover 😍❤ do enjoy!
It's hard to hear you in the silence
I can't understand what I don't know
I want us
But I don't know if that means you and I
You told me things and I told you way more
We're both so closed off although I tried to be open
Do you even care
Why don't you tell me how you feel anymore
I'm too good and so were you
Now we're no good
And I don't understand what we're doing this for
It's so uncomfortable
Regrets unmentionable
Yet you act is if this is normal
Will you tell me something
Anything if possible
It'd be nice to cut the small talk
To hold your hand and go for a walk
It's not that simple
You're so far away physically and emotionally
It's almost like I'm lost at sea
With or without you
I use to feel alive
Now I don't even know what to say
See what you do
It's not all your fault
I'm partially to blame
I saw it slipping and I let it fall
I'm too vulnerable
Too insecure
Yet you choose me and I don't know why
What are we doing
What is this feeling
Why so distant
Why so blue
I'm struggling here
Drowning with you right by my side
But I can't reach out because your heart is gone
And so is mine
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State Of Consciousness
PoetryJust a compilation of my thoughts through poetry. Hopefully a song to match every poem. And maybe get someone through the day. It's a little sloppy but it's me.
