Idols and Anchors [Austin Carlile]

Chapter 13 - Sometimes You're the Hammer, Sometimes You're the Nails

IM SO VERY SORRY HOLY SHIT. I DONT KNOW WHY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO UPDATE. I HOPE YOU ALL DONT HATE ME.

BUT HAS ANYONE GONE TO THE HOUSE PARTY TOUR?! OR ARE YOU GOING TO ANY UPCOMING SHOWS??

AND HAVE YOU LISTENED TO COMMON COURTESY YET?! HOLY FUCK ITS AMAZING MAN!

HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS CHAPTER ITS JUST A FILLER AND ******* THERE IS SMUT****** SORRY

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The next morning I stood in the shower, soaking in the water, and realized how truly happy I was. I felt at ease, like I had complete eternal balance. I actually felt whole.

I heard the the door open to the bathroom. I turned the water slightly hotter as the shower curtain opened and a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. His face laid in the crook of my neck, planting small kisses on it. I smiled a bright warm smile. I turned around and hugged him, just listening to his heartbeat.

"Austin, I love you." He hummed in satisfaction and kissed the top of my head. I felt happy, peaceful, I was in complete bliss.

We finished up in the shower and I put a pair of Austin's boxers and my bra. I decided I didn't want to get dressed today.

The smell of pancakes filled the air. I walked into the hotel's kitchen, where Austin was standing in just in underwear, putting blueberries into the pancakes.

I was so happy with Austin again. I missed the feeling of being in his arms. I don't know how I dealt with being away from him for so long. I though that I could live my life without him and be perfectly fine, but I realize that if I never forgave him, I wouldn't have all the friends I have now and I couldn't be happier.

I went to sit at the couch to wait for Austin to finish cooking. They smelled delicious and I was starving since I didn't eat last night. I was too busy doing something, or someone.

I remember I always planned to lose my virginity to Austin, but it never happened. I lost it to my ex and he completely disappeared after it happened. I was crushed and I thought someone would be there for me but Austin was nowhere to be found. I didn't even want to do it that night, I was practically raped.

Then my boyfriend after him was even worse. He was so sweet and nice the first couple dates and hangouts we went to. Then he wanted to get serious. He would force me to have sex with him, day and night. Endless hours dragged on and on, for almost an entire year. I've never felt so much pain in my entire life. I've never cried so much either. I cried because not only was I being raped on a daily basis, but no one was there to help me afterwards. I had to help myself because I didn't have my best friend with me to care for me, or simply beat the living shit out of my ex. It was torture, a living hell.

Austin never found out about him and I don't think he'll want to know. He'd go on a rampage to find these guys and practically rip their heads off.

I was so deep in thought, I hadn't seen Austin standing in front of me holding the pancakes."Babe, are you okay? You look really pale and a little sick." I focused my vision and grabbed the plate from Austin.

"No, I'm fine. I was thinking sorry." I started to pour syrup on my pancakes when Austin pulled them away from me.

"Babe whatever it is, whatever is bothering you, you can talk to me about it. I'm here for you and I always will. I'm not going to leave again. Ill be here with you whenever you need me. I leaned in and gave him a kiss. He started to deepen the kiss and hold my sides. I slowly got on top of him while he continued to kiss my neck.

I was straddling him him already and he moved his hands with my body as I began to grind on him. He then flipped me over so he was on top now. He kissed me up and down my body and started to pull the boxers that I was wearing down. He kissed his way down and spread my legs open, kissing my inner thighs. I started to get impatient and groan at him, making him throw a smirk at me.

He knew he was getting to me, he knew I wanted it badly. He continued to kiss my thighs, receiving moans from me. I finally had enough and I pushed his head, making him chuckle. Finally, he started and I couldn't control my noise it volume. He knew exactly where I liked it, exactly how I liked it.

Before he finished, there was a knock at the door and I heard it being unlocked. I quickly pushed Austin off of me and put the boxers back on. Dammit, why did we give extra keys to the other guys?

"Damn Hailey, you're looking extra hot today."

"That's because I'm barely wearing anything Jack."

"You're sounding pretty hot today too, and last night as well." I covered my face with a pillow and hid into Austin.

"Was I that loud?" I mumbled into the pillow.

"Yes and it was turning me on slightly. Except you were saying Austin instead of Jack." I threw a pillow at Jack and he winked at me.

"Everything turns you on," Alan laughed.

"That may be true, but look at get, she's half naked and she was moaning. Imagine her moaning your name dude!"

Alan winked at me. "Oh I already have." I laughed along with Austin and Alan because we were the only ones to know about Alan and I.

"Woah wait what? You guys had sex?!" Alex asked. The three of us nodded. "And Austin you're okay with that?"

"I mean I wasn't okay with it but it was before we became friends again. Plus they were both shit-faced drunk. I was pretty jealous when she said it but I knew someday I was going to get it and she'll be mine." He kissed my neck once again and I started to play with his hair.

"Well I'm glad I got to hit that before you guys got together." Alan said, winking at me once again.

"No fair! I want to have sex with Hailey!" Jack yelled.

"Ditto man! This just isn't fair!" Alex whined.

"Guys I'm not a sex doll or prostitute. You have to be mine or I have to be single and extremely drunk."

"Oh come on. You know you want all this." Jack started rubbing his body, causing me to laugh.

"Jack you're delusional, but I love you too much to have sex with you. Plus Austin has my heart." I peppered Austin's face with small kisses.

"You guys really are a cute couple." Vic said taking a bite of the pancakes that were still on the table. " You guys didn't even eat your breakfast before you started fooling around. How can you be so horny this early in the morning?"

"How can you not?!" Jack and I said at the same time. We all laughed and it felt nice to be with all the people I love. They're my family and I know they'll be there for me always.

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Small chapter I know. Sorry :c

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