If #Wattys2016

chapter 14- Stay

Amaru

"I'm only five hours away Amaru, it's not that bad"

Jay moved a month ago and we've been talking damn near every day but actually seeing each other has been harder than we thought.

"So when are you coming back? I don't know how much longer i can do this." I heard her suck her teeth on the other end.

"What's that supposed to mean? If you wanna find someone to be with just because I'm not there every day and not fucking you whenever you want it than do so,just don't think me and you are gonna be talking."

This is the shit I'm talking about,she makes it seem like I'm the only problem in this relationship or whatever the fuck it is but she's always jumping to conclusions. I be ready to slap the shit out of her sometimes.

"Man calm that shit down right now, I'm not even talking about that. I miss your stupid ass, why you always gotta snap?"

"I'm sorry but you made it seem that way, especially considering that our relationship is no more than sex"

Here she go again,trying to take me on a damn guilt trip. I told her ass before she left that if she wants a real relationship than we have to work on a lot of shit but until then I'm good with just the sex. I love her,don't get me wrong but... I don't even have a valid reason I just don't want a relationship.

"Jay, don't start that shit,can we have one conversation without you bringing that up."

"You know what, we can't. Because I can't help but think that while I'm down here being faithful and committed to someone I'm not even in a relationship with,you're there trying to find anything walking to stick your dick in. Amaru if you don't want me than I'll find someone who does,you always try to make it seem like no one wants me but you. I hate that feeling, you always make me feel less than what I am and I don't know if I can deal with it. I don't know what else to do."

Everyday is a fucking argument,shit is getting old. I want to make things work but she wants to dwell on old shit and comes up with crazy shit like that.

"Jay,come on now you know that's not true. What about the time when I made you feel good. All the times when I only looked out for you,can you not front right now. I love you but you're too damn insecure to see it. Honestly you're pissing me off,so I'm gonna give you some space but I will be out there soon, just to prove to your ass,once again that I'm only worried about you."

I hung up before she could respond but I know she's feeling real stupid right now. I need to smoke,her ass be stressing me all the way out.

Toni

I miss my best friend. It's been a month and nothing is the same,i miss her driving me to school everyday,arguing with Amaru,her and Lisa coming up with the craziest shit to do. My birthday is coming up and hopefully I can get her to come back that weekend so I can see her. Being 6 months pregnant doesn't allow me to do much. Now a lot of people have been asking me and Lisa are we a couple and honestly it's no one's business. I haven't even told my mother about us, she's extremely religious so as far as she knows Me and Lisa are good friends. She's really everything I ever wanted. She listens to me, she's caring,funny, compassionate and cute. I really think she's the one. Me,her and my little Ayden are gonna be one big happy family.

Someone was knocking on my door but I don't want to be bothered and I definitely wasn't getting up either. "Come in!"

Amaru walked in blowing smoke from his mouth,i should slap his ass smoking around me. "Yoo, T you and ya baby mamma wanna come with me this weekend to see Jay,i know you miss her."