Janet has always been the type of girl who knew exactly what she wanted. This being her last year of high school,she thought it would be just as easy as the last three years. That is until life hits her,and it hits her hard. Her and her boyfriend Ch...
"He's what? Please tell me this is a joke,and if it is,it's not funny." She looked at me with pleading eyes on the verge of tears.
"I'm sorry baby,but he's gone."
"No no noooo." She couldn't contain herself anymore,I broke down too. She cried so hard that I think she started to hyperventilate. Her breathing became loud,and you could see her chest heaving up and down. Ms.Evelyn ran to her side,getting her to calm down. "Why,why take the only person in this world who loved me."
"Janet baby,we're gonna get through this okay. I'm here for you." She held her close rubbing her back.
"No,how am I supposed to get through anything without him. We have a baby....." She cried even harder,my heart felt for her. She's been through enough and now losing Amaru. I don't even have the words to comfort her. "I can't do this alone."
"You're not alone,I'm here, your father should be on his way as well.We will get through this together sweetie."
"You're not Amaru,I don't want to anyone with me if it's not him. How am I supposed to raise this baby alone. She needs her father, I need him. Lord,please just give him back to me."
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A Month Later
It's been two weeks since Amaru's funeral and everyone has been managing pretty well,except Jay. She does not come out,she barely talks, and she still cries. I'm not complaining I just know it's not good for the baby. I understand her hurt,Amaru was like my big brother. I still can't believe he's gone. I decided to move back in with Jay,since her dad has to be gone a lot someone has to be there with her. We're all scared that she might try to do something if we leave her alone. I'm just worried because when we went to her last appointment the doctor said her stress level was very high and that she's at risk of premature labor. She's only seven months.
She's been laying down in her bed crying for the past half hour,I would comfort but whenever I try to she curses me out and makes me leave the room. It hurt to see her in bed every day sobbing. She never wants to talk about him,or even hear his name. She just stays in her bed,talking to her stomach and crying. I never thought that anything like this would happen especially not to her. We don't even know who killed him or why they did it,all I know is that life is too short to be sitting around feeling sorry for yourself,nothing is promised. I want to help her but I know this is a situation that only time can heal.
Toni
Life has been amazing. Lisa is out of my life,me and Christian got an apartment together. We're madly in love,ever since we killed Amaru everything else just fell into place. Nothing brings me more joy than to know that Janet is depressed. People like her don't deserve happiness either. I hope and pray that she slips into such a deep depression to the point that her and that bastard child is six feet under with Amaru. My son is great,he's get bigger and looking more like his father everyday.
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