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chapter 16- Baby Boom

Amaru

I know I fucked up but I swear I don't even remember fucking that bitch. I went up to my room and went to sleep. I had a crazy ass wet dream about me and Jay but I Did not fuck her I swear. She must've drugged me or something. That's the least of my concerns, jay really done with me. Just saying that to myself sounds crazy but I'm not gonna force her to be with me. We wasn't really in a relationship anyway,so I'll be straight.

Skipping Ahead a Month

Toni

Ok,so I've been in this hospital since six in the morning, having some awful pains and I feel like CJ is gonna come any minute now. My mom told me to just take walks and slow breath's. I wish I could say it's helping the pain but it's not. Lisa went to get Janet but that was 3 hours ago so they should be here soon. I haven't seen or talked to Jay since that weekend but she said she wanted to be here for me. I can't wait to see how she looks,i know it's only been a month but a lot can happen. Hopefully there will be a difference in her appearance.

"Mommy,can you get me some ice please,i can't take this. I need something to get my mind of the pain."

"Sure thing baby,but try to relax while I'm gone. We don't need your blood pressure going up." She said that right before she left.

These contractions are really kicking my ass. I'm nowhere near fully dilated yet the pain is excruciating. I closed my eyes for a little,maybe a nap will take some pain away.

"Why the hell are you sleeping,I didn't come up here for you to be napping,your ass need to be pushing out my nephew."   I opened my eyes to see,Jay,lisa, and my mommy.

"How long was I sleep?" I grabbed the cup of ice sitting on the stand near me.

"Almost two hours, you're 8 centimeters now." Two fucking hours and this little boy still isn't out of me yet.

"Jay,stand up real quick." I just know,once I look at her than I'll know all I need to know.

I could see her get this big cheeky grin. She stood up,she had on a plaid flannel that was unbuttoned, a plaid white tee under it,light blue boyfriend jeans,and to top it off the small bump that was poking through her shirt. I think I almost cried when I saw her belly,im just happy she didn't get rid of it and by the look on her face I know she's happy too.

"Toni,i know you're not about to cry!" Lisa laughed at me but I didn't care.

"Shut up Lisa,im happy for my friend. My baby's having a baby." Jay came and got in bed with me.

"Ignore Lisa,she always got something to say. How are you feeling?" She rubbed my stomach which felt good.

"I'm just ready to push him out already,it hurts so bad." I whined and she kissed my forehead head comforting me.

"It'll be over soon,just think about it. In a couple of hours he'll be here,and I can hold him. I need practice anyway so I'll be spending plenty of time with him."

"Have you told him yet? I know you guys are over and not talking but he needs to know. I mean, he's gonna find out eventually." Our foreheads were pressed together while we had our private girl talk.

"I know Toni, I'm just... I'm not ready. He's moved on and I'm trying to do the same,i don't want him to think this is my way of getting him back. I honestly don't want him back in my life right now. I just wanna focus on me,my baby and school."

She was Telling me one thing but her face was saying something else. I learned that when dealing with her and Amaru,you have to leave well enough alone.