Janet has always been the type of girl who knew exactly what she wanted. This being her last year of high school,she thought it would be just as easy as the last three years. That is until life hits her,and it hits her hard. Her and her boyfriend Ch...
"Tell him to get his Ass in here right now!" I could here Janet yelling from down the hall.
I was in school when my momma called me saying Jay went into labor while they were shopping. Of course I got there asap but I was in there trying to make her comfortable and keep her relaxed when she just went off on me,she told me to get out. So I took a walk to get some air and get away from her ass. Now she's complaining because I'm not in there with her. I'm not going back in there until she's fully dilated.
I was too deep in my thoughts to notice Lisa come out the room walking my way.
"Look,I suggest you get in there because she's gonna make me slap her. Plus she said if you don't she gonna make your bald headed ass wait until after she delivers to see your child."
I tried so hard not to laugh but Lisa sounded shook.
"I'm not stressing Jay right now,she just talking cause she got a mouth. I'm gonna go in there anyway cause I know she's giving everyone hell."
"Yeah,you go do that cause if I go back in there I'm not gonna have a best friend,she's so fucking mean. Every other word that came out her mouth was either,fuck,shit,damn,or bitch."
I was about to tell her to ignore Jay's mouth. Whenever she's in pain her words become vulgar. Trust me,I know this first hand. We went back in the room because Jay was screaming like hell and I didn't know what was happening. We got in there and my momma was wiping sweat off Jay's head. They've come so far,it's like they bonded and have gained a mutual respect for one another.When my momma came over that weekend,they had an actual conversation and Jay just completely become vulnerable with her.
"Boy,if you don't bring your dumb ass here.This is not the time for you to be hiding." I completely ignored my momma and went on the other side of Jay holding her hand. She looked like she was in so much pain.
"Pooh,it's gonna be okay. I here and I'm gonna help you get through this."
"It hurts so much,I don't think I can do this." She looked up at me with those big brown eyes watering. "I just want it to stop,please make it stop."
"I wish I could baby,I really do but I can make sure we get her out as quick as possible." She pulled my face down to her's kissing me twice.
"And if you leave this room again you won't be allowed in,I will have this baby without." She mushed my head with hella force.
"Man you tripping,how many centimeters dilated are you?" She turned her body to away from me.
"Only Five,but it's only been an hour. The doctor said that she should try to walk and love around to speed things up." My momma said while rubbing Jay's hand that she held in hers.
I took both her hands pulling her up and out of the bed. "Come on pooh,we gonna take a walk. It's gonna help you get your mind off the pain."
"Ok,whatever's gonna make her come out quicker." She put on her little fuzzy slippers that she insisted on bringing. She held on to my hand. I really wanted to walk because I know when something is bothering her.
Toni
I know Lisa and everyone else is at the hospital right now,that's where my mom is about to go. I didn't want to go with her because 1. I don't care about Janet or her baby,and 2. Christian is coming over so we can talk. I'm pregnant again but I'm scared of how he'll react to the news. Even though he's changed and all,I know deep down that the old Christian is still there I'm not stupid. I love him too much to let him go so if he doesn't want another baby than I won't have it,as long as he's happy I'm happy.
I went and got Cj out of his crib because he woke up. He must've heard the door open. I knew it wasn't anyone else but Christian. I ran downstairs meeting him at the bottom of the steps. He took Cj out of my hands.
"Hey bae,what took you so long?" He stopped playing with Cj and glared at me.
"Please don't start your shit today. Be happy I even came,what do you want?" Typical Christian always angry.
"Let's go to my room and talk." I walked up the steps with him behind me. His attitude is making me more hesitant to tell him about the baby now. When Christian's mad he gets very unpredictable.
We got to my room and I sat on the edge of my bed. He sat on a chair across from me and put Cj down in his little playpen.
"What's up with you,why you so jumpy?" I tried not to be so obvious about I was really feeling,but apparently her knew what was up.
"Ok,I'm just gonna get this over with. I'm pregnant." He stared at me for a minute than chuckled.
"You playing with me,right?" That was not the response I wanted.
"No,I'm three weeks,why the fuck would I play about something like this?" I regretted my choice of words as soon as they came out my mouth. He was on the edge of his seat by now.
At this point I knew for a fact this was not gonna end well for me. I just pray things don't get too crazy,God protect me.
Janet "Look at me pooh,are you feeling better. You need anything?" I tried to walk to get this little girl out of me but the pain is unbearable so I ended back in the bed. I'm nine centimeters now so my princess should be here soon. I just wanna see her pretty little face and hold her in my arms all night. This pregnancy was very interesting and eye opening to say the least. On top of it everyone is getting on my nerves. Just the sight of everybody is irritating me.
"Babe I'm fine,please just get out my face. I know I'm in pain but what can I do about it?" I gripped his hand tighter as I felt another contraction come.
My doctor walked back in. My legs were already up and open so her just lifted up the cover to check things. He came back up and page the nurse. "It looks like you're fully dilated and ready to start pushing. I'm gonna need for all of the guest but one to leave."
Obliviously Amaru wasn't going anywhere so everyone else left. Barely an hour later,she was here. My baby was in my arms for the first time,but it wasn't long until her father took her from me and refused to let anyone else see her. I didn't mind,just seeing the smile on his face while holding her,our creation couldn't have made me happier. I soon found myself drifting to sleep anyway.
June 12th 12:52 am my princess
Mia Imani Shakur was born 5lbs 8oz
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