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Fuck Love

Amaru

I gotta make things right with Jay. I swear these past three months were fucking hell.Her walk pass mr like she ain't know me game is strong asf. I knew this was her breaking point because we've been through some shit but no matter how hard she tried she couldn't stay mad at me for long,but this time was the complete opposite she truly didn't pay me any attention. I hated that shit forreal,it made me realize that she don't need me. I was too self centered,here i was thinking that i was her backbone but she's stronger than i thought. I love her though,i never been so in love. Actually i never thought i could be so in love. We're young but I'm ready to make us official. I can't see myself committing to anyone and I'll be dammed if i let someone take her from me. Since the day we meant my life has changed for the better. I was forced to mature being with her,and i couldn't be more thankful. In order to fix things between us i have to get right with the other important man in her life,her father.

Janet

I decided to got out for lunch with Lisa.She wanted Toni to come but i wasn't allowing that and Aaliyah has been M.I.A. all week but she said she was coming. Aaliyah has been acting funny since I've had Mia. She's been saying little slick shit whenever i bring up Amaru so i really wanna find out her problem.

We got to my favorite burger place. We had no other choice but to meet here because ot was closest to my house,i didn't want be to far from my father. His health gets worse everyday and im scared for him. It didn't take long for Aaliyah to come with her attitude not too far behind.

"Hey ,sorry I'm late but i had someone to do."    

Even though her apology was a general statement i could tell it was directed to lisa considering she didn't even acknowledge me.

"What have you been up to,we haven't seen you in a min?" 

Lisa may have been too oblivious to see but i could clearly see a small bump forming on her that she tried to hide with her cardigan. Maybe that's why she's been a bitch towards me.

"Nothing much,just had things to take care of."

I didn't care for her to beat around the bush so i just came out and asked the obvious. I took a slow sip of my water before speaking.

"So,you're pregnant"  It was more of a statement then a question. I crossed my arms on my chest waiting for a response.

"What?" both their faces looked shooked.

"Come on, i can see tour stomach forming in a small bump,don't play dumb. Who's the father?"  It was no secret that i was coming at her,shit she's been shading me for a few months now.

"Ok,i am pregnant but the rest is none of your business,bitch."  I looked behind me both ways to see who she was talking to,cause i know damn well it wasn't me.

"Bitch? I just asked a question. You shouldn't be so defensive. Is it because you don't know who the father is,it's no secret that you get around."  i heard her mumble under her breath which pissed me off even more.

"Excuse,i can't here you whispering" i leaned forward to be within arms reach so if she says the wrong thing it won't take long for me to get her ass right together.

"I SAID THAT I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT GETS AROUND! YOU THINK YOU LIVING IN THIS PERFECT WORLD IN A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP BUT THE REALITY IS THAT WHILE YOU BEEN HOME THINKING YOU GOT IT GOOD YOUR BABY FATHER WAS FUCKING ME THROUGH THE MAJORITY OF YOUR PREGNANCY." 

All i saw was red. Literally i picked up lisa's fruit punch and threw it on her,glass and all. I punched her right in her nose and got up to leave. I didn't want to fight her cause her she's pregnant. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if i hurt her unborn child but her face isn't pregnant which is why i did what i did.

I didn't care to hear anything else she had to say and i completely forgot about lisa. I got in my car and left. What hurts the most is that i know she's not lying. I'm not stupid,i had my suspicion but i needed proof.

I took the shortest way back to my house. Pissed couldn't even describe how i felt. I went there to check on my father and Mia first before going upstairs.

First thing i did was text Amaru. I told him that if he didn't want his shit burned and bleached he better get his ass to this house in ten minuets.

I am done with him. I can't do this anymore. To cheat on me with someone i considered my friend and get her pregnant just shows me how much he "loves" me. I am breaking the cycle of me constantly looking like a fool for loving him and being in love with him. Every woman has a breaking point and this is mines. Fuck love, I've been getting used and betrayed by the man who claims he loves me.

Love ain't shit but another four lettered word.

This Chapter is lowkey trash.