The Saddest Goodbye

XVIII Part 2

Kris' POV

Amber blacked out when a woman behind her smashed her head with a bottle of wine.

"Shit!!! Amber." I ran to her as fast as I can to catch her.

"Security!! Call 119!!! I want you to secure the area and get everyone's identity." I instructed the securities.

"Amber!" I heard Jackson wailed when he heard the commotion.

"You! You are going to regret what you did to her!" I shouted as I pointed my finger to the girl who slammed the bottle of wine to Amber's head.

"Let's get her to the hospital." I told Jackson and he helped me carry Amber to my car.

We arrived at the hospital and Amber was rushed into the emergency room for her bleeding head. She must've been suffered too much.

"I'm so sorry hyung. I'm the reason why that happened to Amber." He looked at me and said apologetically.

"It's not me you should say sorry to. Amber, she really treasures you. She cared for you more than she do to herself." I said and walked towards the door of the emergency room.

I called mom to check up on Ace.

"Mom?"- me

"Oh Kris!! Hi!! How's it going with your friend?" - mom

"Amber's in the emergency room right now." -me

"What?!!" - mom

"She's been hit in the head by a bottle." -me

"Oh! Dear Lord!! Poor daughter in law. Should I contact your dad to be there?" -mom

"No need mom. Dad is busy right now. How's Ace?" - me

"Sleeping. My grandson is really cute isn't he? I hope Amber's gonna be okay. It's really a blessing to have a kid like Ace." -mom

"She's gonna be okay mom. My girl's a fighter." - me

I ended the call and stared through the glass. Please be okay babe. I'm going to marry you first.

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Jackson's POV

I'm f*cked up. I put Amber's life into danger. I got out of the hospital and hailed a cab to take me to my suite.

As I opened my room, JB welcomed me with a disappointed look.

"I'm going back." I said and headed to my bedroom.

I prepared my self to sleep but I heard the doorppened revealing JB.

"The company cleaned up the mess. It was hard but they managed to take it away. You were crazy there Jackson. I almost couldn't recognize you. You were. . . not Jackson." He said and looked down.

"I'm sorry." I apologized.

"It's not okay but I understand you. Everyone falls in love but not everyone is given the chance to be with the one they love. Others deal with the loss silently but they were others, like you, that deal with it by releasing their heartache. You are a good man Jackson and you'll get through it. And as far as I know, you still have us. You still have your brothers. Don't give up on us." He said as he patted my back.

"I'm sorry. I forgot what I should and where I should put my self. I was really lost when I lost her. I just... I just love her so much that she took away most of my heart." I replied.

"She didn't took away anything. You gave her your heart expecting that she will take care of it and love it. But, she didn't ask for it. The feeling you are feeling now is not loss, it's disappointment. You're disappointed that she did not return the love you gave her. " He said and continued speaking.

"Get up and fix yourself. Our flight tomorrow is at 6am. Get as much sleep as you can. JYP hyung is waiting for you. He needs an explanation." He finished and walk out of my room.

A tear fell as I reminisce the stupid things I did to make her love me. It was really unfair for me and to her. Maybe it was not really meant to be. I was not destined for her and I should accept that. It will be painful to say goodbye but pain can be healed by time. Learn to let go Jackson. She was and never will be yours. Goodbye Amber. Saranghae...

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A/n : this section of the chapter is tear worthy for me. 😢
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