Rusame - Lets Fuck

Fourty Five

He couldn't find the words to reply. Even if he could, he would have been unable to speak them anyway. His lips met Alfred's, more softly than ever before. This kiss seemed almost mournful, but sincere in a new respect; Ivan knew that he was the one he wanted. The only one.

Alfred kisses back gently, despite being still weak from the recent tragedy. " I love you Ivan...I love you so much "

"I love you too. More than you could ever imagine." He was really crying now, tears streaming unashamedly down his face as he cupped Alfred's cheek, still not letting him go.

Alfred kept his lips pressed, smiling gently into it " I love you so much it hurts "

"And I, you. No matter how much it hurts, you'll stay with me, right?" He asked, a sudden fear sweeping over his features. He seemed small, alone.

" I should be the one saying that " Alfred whimpers " I'm still trying to get my head around that someone loves me "

"Of course I'll stay with you." Ivan closed his eyes again, wrapping Alfred in his embrace.

Alfred squeezed him tightly, too scared to now sleep. " Can ...Can you check to make sure everything is locked ?...."

"Sure thing." Ivan stood up, going to lock the window and then the doors, before doing a final check of the room. "I think we're all locked in now."

Alfred shuffles to the wall side of the bed , urging Ivan to come back and cuddle with a scared expression.

Ivan immediately joined him again, snuggling up close. "Do you want to sleep?"

" I do.....I'm....too scared too " He admits, hugging Ivan as much as he could.

"That's okay." Ivan moved so that Alfred could use him as a human pillow. "Here, have some more space."

Alfred got comfortable on the Russian , struggling to pull up the blanket. " Thank you .... "

"No problem." Ivan pulled the covers over them both for him.

He kisses Ivans chest before closing his eyes, " I love you Ivan "

"I love you too. Try your best to sleep, now. I'm right here." Ivan nuzzled up against him affectionately.

" My little guardian angel " Alfred yawns before falling asleep in his embrace.

"Hmm." Ivan chuckled softly as he soon followed, taken by sleep again.

The morning soon came, Alfred was sleeping like a log on the Russians chest. Cuddled up to him like a sloth on a tree branch. His snoozes sounded peaceful , his face flat down squished with a smile.

Ivan woke to his soft snores, and couldn't help but laugh at the dopey yet content expression which his boyfriend wore.

Alfreds skin was no longer pale, back to his happy tan brown; Almost glowing. His bruises still there however fading.

Ivan let him sleep, marvelling at the rapid transformation as he played with Alfred's hair.

Alfred giggled gently in his sleep , slightly scraping his face against Ivans chest.

"Wow. What a wonderful boyfriend you are." Ivan whispered, fascinated by how Alfred's hair flicked up in that little cowlick.

His hair was all puffy however the cowlick stood out the most. He eventually and slowly opens his eyes, his blue ocean colour returning with a glimse and shine.

"Morning, angel. How did you sleep?"

" Very well " His voice croaks, yawning gently. He smiles warmly up at the Russian.

"You're so cute first thing in the morning. Actually, you're cute all the time." Ivan grinned.

" You're the one to talk " Alfred chuckles as he attempted to lift up on the Russians lap.

Ivan reluctantly climbed up, repeatedly asking if he was crushing Alfred's legs or not:

Alfred chuckles trying to hold onto him, he gave Ivan sweet gentle kisses.

Ivan accepted the kisses with a shy smile, tilting his head to give Alfred better access. "You're too sweet to me."

Alfred continued to kiss him, " I could say the same about you "

"Shut up." He blushed, failing to hide the grin at the display of affection.

Alfred chuckles " Your skin is so pale it's so adorable because it makes your blushes so visable "