Double Trouble

♡Twenty Eight♡

Shawnas POV :

I got out of bed with Blake the next morning. I cant believe the things we are doing. Im almost 15 and Blake is almost 16. Why are we doing the things we are doing? I honestly dont know.
I got out of bed, and I put an outfit on (Above). I went into the bathroom, brushed my teeth and hair and put on light makeup, then put my hair into a wavy pony tail. Blake came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. For some reason I kinda felt uncomfortable around him. Was it because of last night? I honeslty dont know.
"Good morning beautiful." Blake said as he kissed the top of my head.
Good morning. I said and turned around to face him.
"Do you wanna go somewhere for lunch? We havent done that for a while." He said letting a smile creep upon his face.
I looked at him and smiled.
Sure. We wont be able to do that for a while anyway, we have school tomorrow remember.
"Ew that boring place again, do I have to." Blake crossed his arms and made a noise. He looked like a little kid, but what else is new.
Yes blake. I said as I walked out of the bathroom. He followed. I felt weird. Blake got dressed and did all that stuff. By the time we were done it was lunch time because we woke up around 11.
"Are you ready?" Blake asked.
Yep. Are you?
"Yep." He said looking around. It was so awkward.
Why does this seem so awkward? I asked while sitting on the bed.
Blake sat down next to me and put his hand over mine. At that moment I had a flashback.
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Jacob nodded and put his hand over mine.
"We should take things slow." he says while smiling.

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"Babe did you hear me?" Blake said while looking confused.
Um no sorry. I said while looking down. He lifted my head back up with his hand under my chin and he turned my head towards him.
"I said. I love you Shawna. It cant be awkward between us, we need to learn how to talk about things as a couple. If talking about sex is hard for us to talk about, maybe we shouldn't be doing it."
I love you too blake, its not that I dont like it, i just want it to be at the right times, when we are ready, it should be special. I said as I got real close to his face. I cupped his face in my hands and kissed him.
"Are you ready to go or not?" Blake laughed.
Lets go! Im starving.

Blake took me to a pasta restaurant around the corner. It was very nice. Blake ordered spaghetti and I ordered chicken Alfredo. We were in the middle of talking when I got an imessage from sara. It was a picture. She took a pregnancy test and it came back positive.
I looked at my phone with big eyes. I just couldnt believe it. Pregnant? At 14? The baby would be born when she is 15 but still, thats to young.
"Babe whats wrong?" Blake asked.
I gave him my phone, looked down at the ground, and sighed.
He looked at the phone with big eyes too, and put his hand over his mouth.
I looked at the ground and began to get a pounding headache, I put my hand on my head.
This is great, she cant even handle the people around her, how is she going to handle a baby. I said.
"Its going to be okay. At least your not pregnant."blake said.
Wait, blake. We did use a condom right? I said looking a little worried. A lady walked passed us and looked discusted.
"Oh fxck." Blake said as he put his hand on his head also.
We need to go home. Now. I need to take a pregnancy test.
We hurried and payed the bill. Then headed home. Blake looked like he was going to be sick.
You promise you wont leave me? I asked blake.
"Baby dont even think that, I would never. I love you, a baby isnt going to change that."
We dont know if I am pregnant yet anyways. I said looking out the Window. We were home. I ran upstairs to the bathroom. I took a pregnancy test. I popped out of the bathroom in excitement.
NEGATIVE! I yelled. Blake came up to hug me.
"Oh thank god." He sounded relieved.
Sara walked up behind us, she was crying. She looked like she had been crying for a while.
"Sara, we will all be here for you." Blake said while putting an arm around her. After alking to her I went to the couch and layed down. I closed my eyes, then everything was hazy.
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"Its a girl." The doctor said, and handed the baby to me. Blake looked at the baby in awe. He kissed my forehead.
"You did great." Blake said.
"What are you going to name her?" My mom asked.
Mom? I asked.
"Yes?"
Its you, but your dead. I said looking confused.
"Honey what are you talking about."
She came over to me and kissed my head.
"You are going to be a great mom someday. Dont you worry about anything, I will be looking after you." She whispered to me.
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I woke up.
What does that mean? I thought to myself.

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A/N:
Awww. I felt like crying a little. Her mom came to her and said she would be watchign over her. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this sweet chapter. I love you all ~Shawna♡