Shadows to Stages

25 January 2016

Dear diary,

I still can't believe what Scott said. He keeps calling me and texting me. A part of me wants to forgive him but another part doesn't. I want him to want me back and it's not going to be easy. Trust me.

I rushed to school this morning because I needed to tell Mrs Williams that I wanna go to L.A and represent our school at internationals. I was running to Mrs Williams classroom when Scott bumped into me. I really didn't want to see him. Scott said 'Bella wait. Listen about what I said on Saturday I was joking, why...why won't you talk to me?' I was shocked 'Are you kidding me! You say that you'll become famous only for me and you think I'm going to talk to you. You know Scott I've had the most fun being with you but after what you said I can't forgive you.' He said 'I'll do anything to get you back, I going to.' Honestly good luck to him. It's not going to easy. I brushed past him and walked off.

I ran into Mrs Williams classroom and thankfully she was in. I ran up to her 'Mrs , I want to represent our school for internationals.' She smiled 'Thank god, I'm so very pleased with your decision. You're doing a great deed for the school.' I was so excited to get my solo ready. I know I'm going to destroy some people at L.A. Get ready for me world because I'm coming out. I was walking out of the classroom when I heard a lot of commotion down the hall. I ran down and Scott and his band were on the screen. I met Mandy 'Hey what's going on?' Mandy said 'The band are showing their music video. Isn't it exciting?' 'Yeah exciting. Right.' I honestly didn't want to watch the video but I stuck around as I was in the video. It was pretty awesome. The lyrics were amazing. When the video ended ( the video on my last chapter) everyone was going crazy over it. Scott came back on the screen and he was talking.' Thank you guys so much for watching our video. We'd like to thank everyone who helped and stared in it. We honestly couldn't have done it without you. I'd like to thank especially Bella. She was an incredible sport and it was amazing for her to be in this video. Bella if you're watching this, listen I'm sorry, can you forgive me? I didn't know what I was thinking saying that.'
I didn't want to forgive him. It doesn't scream I WANT YOU BACK to me. I just walked away.

I was hanging out with Maya, Abigail and Daniel. They were saying they saw the video and how what he said it will take a while for me to forgive him. I've been noticing recently that Abigail and Daniel have been a lot more then just friends. Anyway at the sleepover she did say she did like him. I think they'd be cute together. Abigail and I went to get smoothies and I said 'Why don't you tell Daniel?' She looked at me 'What?' I laughed 'That you like him silly. He obviously likes you back.' She smiled 'Really, you think so?' I said 'I know so. I know, text him. He won't even see it coming.' As soon as I said that Abigail got a text from Daniel. It read 'Hey abby, I really like you. I know this isn't a romantic way to do this but I'm way to nervous to talk to you sometimes. So, do you wanna go out with me?' We both screamed. She called Daniel and said yes a thousand times yes. It's official guys. Dabby was born. They are so cute together. I love it.

When I got home I told my mam about internationals and how she could come. My mam and me were jumping up and down. She was more excited than me. She then received a text. It was from my dad. She didn't seem angry or grumpy when he tries to communicate. She laughed and was smiling so much. I said 'Mam,have you been texting dad?' She nodded. I was so happy. Maybe this could be a fresh start for them both. Turn the page on their fairy tale story.