Im with a Superstar ⭐️

XIII

Hyunbeak POV

She is looking at me now, intently. And I don't know why on Earth I couldn't even utter a word.

She's right all along. I'm not like this before, I don't reject people.

"Y-you're right." Then I suddenly turn my head to the window pane.

And silence occupy the room and we were obviously overwhelmed by each others stillness now.

"I admit, I.. I become so hard on you, not just on you but to everybody. I-I don't know, maybe your right its because I'm broken." I finally admitted it, for the very first time.

And I heaved a deep sigh. At last I admitted to someone else how deep these wounds that I have been containing, how it tore me apart and caused me so bad.

"Why didn't you try to go after her? At least try to see if things will work out after you go for her, isn't that going to give you a peace of mind?" I heard her from saying.

How many times I have to go after her and then get rejected? How many times do I need to hear that she don't want us anymore? And how many times do I need to see her from walking away from me. I think I don't have that courage to feel that pain again.

"I did try. Every time that I have the chance to, but she really don't want us anymore."

I said sadness is evident on my voice. I'm actually tired of getting hurt, tired of thinking why she leaves and why she hurt me so bad. And every time I think of that, I get even more depressed.

I think.. I think I don't want to be that guy anymore.

I think I don't even deserve that.

"Life is just so unfair. Why do we have to get hurt so bad? Why do we need to be left behind? Why are things just don't work?"

I don't know but I just said that out of nowhere, but maybe out of pain.

"Or maybe she's just... not the one."

She said hesitantly. I looked at her as I got confused.

"Maybe she's not the one for you." She simply says.

"I-I know you might be thinking now that I'm not in your position. I don't know how you feel but if things didn't work out and you know for the fact that you already did your best to save whatever you both have, I think you should also reckon that maybe the reason why it wont work is because its not meant to be. It's just like youre trying to fit a square into a circle, you know it wont fit but still you keep on doing it."

I just keep on staring at her. I actually don't have any rebuttal now.

She is actually correct.

I walked out from the room, puzzled. Thinking why on Earth I just realized that now. Do I really need someone to tell all that to me. Well in fact I know exactly how true it is or I just cant accept the truth.

Maggie, your a real head ache!

I don't know but I'm laughing right now. It actually feels good, it feels lighter, its like I've been set free, like I'm a new person now, I dont know.

Maggie's POV

Its been a month now at napaka dami ng schedule na sunod sunod na ginawa ng XOXO. Simula ng naka labas ako ng ospital after 2 days ng pagka confine ko agad naman ang datingan ng mga projects ng mga isip batang mga gwapong hot guys na 'to. Hehe

After that talk we had ni Hyunbeak in that hospital, I think we truly know each other now, not to the point na like those best friend but being more on understanding at pagkakaroon ng respeto sa isa't isa.