Welcome to the Apple Pie Life (A Winchester Love Story)

Chapter 11

~~~{A/N}- it will probs be in Dean's P.O.V for the rest of the book and I'm planning on making a 2nd book to this one so don't worry! Love y'all~~~

~~~Dean's P.O.V~~~

"Rowena, we need to get into Hell." Sam said. Rowena laughed.

"Why should I do anything for you fools?" Rowena says as she laughed and looked at me and Sam.

"Because maybe I'll kill you if you don't. And don't worry, I'll make sure you stay dead." I growled.

"You should believe him. He's necessarily in the best of moods." Sam said as he nodded towards me.

"Well, if you boys insist. Besides, I wouldn't mind seeing little Luci himself." Rowena shrugged. My eyes widened and she laughed a little. "I'll need some ingredients." Rowena said and I looked at Sam. Sam tossed her a bag full of crap and she caught it with shock on her face.

"Cas got it for us before we came here." Sam explained. It's been awhile since I talked to Cas. In fact, I've been trying my best to avoid him. Cas would try to make things better but I want to do it myself. I got myself into this mess and I'm the one that has to get myself out.

"Where is the Castiel anyway? Haven't seen that runt for awhile now." Rowena said as she started taking the ingredients out of the plastic bag.

"Doing angel stuff." I grunted. Rowena rolled her green eyes at me as she started doing crap with the ingredients we gave her.

"It's done." Rowena says as she backs away from the small table. I eyed the stuff on the table. "Go ahead, don't be shy. I didn't poison you boys or anything." Rowena said and I automatically had my doubts. Sam walked up and grabbed the thing on the table. "It's nothing special but it'll get you to Hell and back." Rowena said proudly. Sam looked at the object and back at me. I'm coming for you Crowley...

~Time Skip~

Sam and I walked down a long flight of stairs. It was darkand the only light was the torches on the walls. I gripped my demon blade tighter as Sam and I walked carefully. A demon came out of a hallway and it was writing something down. I ran up behind it, covered his mouth with my hand, and plunged the knife into his back. As the body fell to the ground, Sam and I continued on, searching for Crowley and any demon.

"Hey Dean, I know you loved Charlie and all but-"

"Love Sam... Love. I love her." I said as I cut Sam off and stopped in front of him. He looked at me with sorrowful eyes and all I could see was me holding Charlie's lifeless body in my arms.

"Do you still want to do this? This is just suicide Dean. How could you care so little about yourself?" Sam said. I gave Sam a cold look. I decided that from now on, I wasn't go to show any emotion. Nada. Zip. Zero. No emotion what-so-ever.

"Maybe it's because I cared so much for a girl that died because of me. Maybe it's because she was pregnant with MY child and I didnt ever give that child the light of day to see us. To see the world. I never got to tell Charlie I loved her." I said in a cold tone.

"Dean..." I cut Sam off by walking away from him. I came across a door and a smirk appeared on my lips. I kicked open the door and there he sat. Crowley. In his little king throne.

"Hello Squirrel. Moose! I'm so glad to see you." Crowley saidas he shooed the demons in the room out. Crowley stood up and straightened out his suit.

"Do you ever know when to stop talking?" I spat.

"Dont be mad Dean. You knew this would happen! You knew that if you went to the 'apple pie life' someone would die. You knew it and yet, you never tried to stop it." Crowley said as he slowly inched his way towards me.

"Is she here? In Hell?" I said in a sad voice. Whatever happened to no emotion?

"I don't know. Maybe. Maybe not." Crowley said.

"Crowley, this isn't the time for games." Sam said and I almost forgot he was with me.

"Oh Moose, I'm playing a game. I'm not much of a game person." Crowley said witha sarcastic smile. I curled my lip and charged at him. Crowley threw me up against the wall and I dropped my demon blade. I groaned as I gave Crowley a glare.

Sam ran towards the blade but was also thrown up against the wall across from me. "Damn it Crowley! Dead! DEAD!" I growled aggressively.

"First you'll have to catch me." Crowley said before disappearing. Sam and I fell to the floor and I growled as I picked up the demon blade.

"I'm gonna go gank some black eyed bitches, you in or you out?" I said in an angry tone.

~~~Sam's P.O.V~~~

Dean was starting to scare me. Literally scare me. He's never scared me like this before. His eyes showed no emotion and he was always tensed up. I could tell by how tight he held the demon blade. He was almost as bad as when he had the Mark Of Cain. "S-sure." I said a little cautiously.

"Well it's a yes or a no Sam." Dean said.

"Y-yeah I, I'll come." I said as I slowly started following Dean out of the room. Dean looked like a was sent out on a mission. And knowing Dean, he never is 'sent' out on some mission. Dean was scaring me and I didn't know what to do about it.

~~~Dean's P.O.V~~~

"Son of a bitch!" I screamed as I plunged the demon blade into two demons at the samr time. The blood splattered onto my face and clothing. I could taste the blood as it dried. Sam stood by, watching me look at all of the dead bodies that surrounded my feet. "W-we should uh... probably get going." I said as I still had my eyes fixed on a dead body.

"Y-yeah, probably." Sam said a little nervous. I walked past Sam and patted him on the shoulder to signal that my rampage was done. Sam looked at me as I walked up the stairs alone. He soon followed and I could tell he was acting different. I shrugged it off and decided to just turn off all emotions. What's the point of having them anymore anyway?