{Title was : Suicidal Thoughts but I didn't think it fit the book well. Plus I started this book when I was like 13 and the beginning isn't too good but it gets good after a couple of chapters so please continue!!!!!!!!!}
Alyssa Marie is a 17 year o...
"Yes.." I respond and he smiles bigger and I start smiling myself. He deserves it.
"I want to make it special. So not tonight baby." He smile and I agree. I'm going to let him do whatever he wants. He gets up and goes over to my dresser and gets me some comfortable girl boxers and one of his t-shirts out of his bag and he slips some boxers on and comes over to me. He puts my panties on for me and then slips the shirt over my head
"Are you sleep baby?" He asks. I nod and he climbs under the covers and I do the same. He smiles and wraps his arms around me and spoons me. He kisses my forehead and I close my eyes.
"Goodnight Princess. I love you." He whispers.
"I love you too." I respond and slowly dozes off.
"You make me happy." Matt whispers and he thinks I'm asleep. I smile and fall into a deep comforting sleep.
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I open my eyes and roll over and Matt isn't there. I see a note on the night stand and pick it up.
Note: Hey baby girl, sorry to rush so soon. I went to work. I'll see you tonight. The girls want to bring you to the movies today before they leave tomorrow so get ready and they will pick you up. I love you princess! -xoxo matty
I smile at the note and get up. I didn't want to take another shower so I walk over to my closet and pick out an outfit for today. Since it is late fall, it is pretty chilly outside. I put my promise ring on, a striped sweater, black skinny jeans, and maroon converse. I finish my look by leaving my hair down naturally and slipping a white beenie on. I do alittle makeup and put a necklace on and I text the girls and tell them I'm ready.
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I wonder what movie we are going to see. Hmm? I go in the kitchen and fix me a bowl of cereal and eat it and then I wash and dry the bowl and put it back away.
I hear the girls knock on the door and I open the door. But when I open the door I see someone I didn't want to see... I see her... Karlee...
"Hey. Can we talk?" She asks and I close the door quickly.
"What the hell do you want?!" I yell from the other side of the door. I can feel myself shaking and my heart racing.
"I wanted to say that I'm sorry for all those years that I hurt you. I didn't realize how much of a bitch I was to you. Jail helped me realize why I was in there. I got put on some medication and they figured out I was Bipolar Manic. That is what made me the way I was. I'm sorry. I just wanted to explain it to you." She replies. Soon after it goes silent. I look through the peep hole and she is looking down at the ground.
"I forgive you. But I'll never forget what you did to me." I respond and her face brightens.
"Oh course! It would be extremely selfish of me to ask you to forget it. Thank you Alyssa. Keep smiling and being happy please! I know that after I went to jail, you got happier. I don't deserve your forgiveness but I'm happy I got it. Thank you, thank you!! But I need to go home. If you ever need anything or anyone. I'm here. I understand if you don't trust me though." She smiles and then walks away from the door and to her car and she drives off.
About 5 minutes later the girls pull up and I lock the door and grab my wallet and keys and go get in the car. I explain the whole situation and all the details.
"Well, that's confusing." Miranda says clearly in denial of the whole situation.
"Yes I know." I reply. I'm just ready to see Matty tonight. I miss him already. I guess it's because I am so used to being around him the past couple of days.
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