| i guess i'll sleep when i'm dead |
tyler is tired.
no. not tired. tyler has never been this fucking exhausted in his entire life. he hasn't seen josh in three nights, and he hasn't slept since then. he won't sleep til he does see him again.
he's gone without josh for longer then this before, but it's different this time and he can feel it.
the last time he saw josh, he'd changed so much and it scares him. he looks different and sounds different and being in his presence just feels different. he hardly talks and he never, ever smiles.
he knows that friendships fade and all, but it's fading so damn fast and tyler has no power over it. he doesn't know how it started or how to stop it.
josh is... his only friend, his everything. josh is everything. josh understands without tyler explaining. he understands the days when tyler can't get out of bed. he understands the days when tyler doesn't want to be touched, or spoken to, or looked at.
but tyler? tyler doesn't understand anything. and josh isn't here to explain.
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Fanfiction"tyler?" his parents are staring at him. they look worried. "sorry," he mumbles, and he means it. he sits back down. "thought i saw someone." WARNING: i wrote this a few years ago. it's a little graphic and a lot predictable. not my best work but...
